WEBVTT Kind: captions Language: en-GB 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.870 Hey what up swede_cuck_84 here 00:00:02.870 --> 00:00:05.760 back again with another *silence* video 00:00:05.800 --> 00:00:07.280 that's right 00:00:07.460 --> 00:00:11.335 I really just wanted to make a video a follow-up video *Fake Laugh* one of those *points at camera* 00:00:11.440 --> 00:00:14.080 of uh...the video I made what was it called f*ck 00:00:14.080 --> 00:00:15.640 I don't remember *WOW* 00:00:15.880 --> 00:00:18.560 I been doing YouTube for 7 years and I guess 00:00:18.820 --> 00:00:21.820 I'm really just tired of being in try hard mode 00:00:21.820 --> 00:00:24.640 tired of trying that's right I am tired of trying 00:00:24.640 --> 00:00:28.000 this kinda video I was really nervous about uploading because I didn't know 00:00:28.005 --> 00:00:30.835 what sorta reaction it would get but 00:00:30.840 --> 00:00:33.100 I gotta say it was truly heart warming 00:00:33.100 --> 00:00:35.875 to see *COMMENTS POP UP* how you guys understood where I was coming from 00:00:35.880 --> 00:00:37.140 and appreciating 00:00:37.220 --> 00:00:39.160 my honesty with this situation 00:00:39.160 --> 00:00:42.940 basically I been sorta treating YouTube as uh as a start up 00:00:42.940 --> 00:00:45.820 almost like I been working crazy hours 00:00:45.825 --> 00:00:48.615 just stressing out over it for such a long time 00:00:48.615 --> 00:00:50.135 and I 00:00:50.135 --> 00:00:52.995 I just realize I'm in a position where I just I want to take it 00:00:52.995 --> 00:00:55.995 a little bit more chill and my approach this week 00:00:56.000 --> 00:00:58.940 to making videos is really just been like *raises hands* 00:00:58.940 --> 00:01:01.340 What do I feel like doing today??? Do I feel like 00:01:01.340 --> 00:01:03.740 making this kinda video uh not really 00:01:03.760 --> 00:01:06.420 but it would probaby get more views 00:01:06.425 --> 00:01:08.525 I just been focusing on what I 00:01:08.525 --> 00:01:11.555 personally find really interesting or fun to do 00:01:11.555 --> 00:01:14.355 I'm just really really glad that you guys 00:01:14.355 --> 00:01:15.755 enjoy that sh*t 00:01:16.135 --> 00:01:18.075 it's stuff that I enjoy making 00:01:18.075 --> 00:01:20.425 it's sorta like a new direction of the channel 00:01:20.425 --> 00:01:22.445 the fact that you guys enjoy it 00:01:22.445 --> 00:01:25.195 it really really really means alot cause I 00:01:25.195 --> 00:01:28.265 just because I feel like I wanna try less hard 00:01:28.265 --> 00:01:30.640 doesn't mean I don't care as much anymore 00:01:30.640 --> 00:01:33.220 I really still do still care alot about you bros 00:01:33.220 --> 00:01:36.160 that sounded pretty gay *Exposed* um you guys are okay I guess.. 00:01:36.280 --> 00:01:39.160 Uh is what I'm trying to say I really been enjoying the player unknown 00:01:39.165 --> 00:01:42.115 videos you guys seem to as well 00:01:42.115 --> 00:01:44.835 I really been enjoying the fan interaction videos 00:01:44.835 --> 00:01:47.825 you guys as well I really been enjoying just sharing 00:01:47.825 --> 00:01:51.105 reacting to stuff that I personally find really interesting 00:01:51.105 --> 00:01:54.095 and you guys have as well really just the only 00:01:54.095 --> 00:01:57.255 point of this video is just for me to say Thank You because uh.. 00:01:57.255 --> 00:02:00.105 I think it's really to have an audience that understands 00:02:00.105 --> 00:02:03.075 and uh respects *obvious* me 00:02:03.075 --> 00:02:05.855 I know maybe that's obvious I really don't think 00:02:05.855 --> 00:02:08.295 this is the case for alot of people on YouTube looking back 00:02:08.295 --> 00:02:11.225 at how I was treating YouTube 00:02:11.225 --> 00:02:14.075 a couple months ago it's a very 00:02:14.080 --> 00:02:17.360 different from now *laughs Awkwardly* I had an of office 00:02:17.640 --> 00:02:20.700 I had couple employees 00:02:20.940 --> 00:02:23.220 I had um 00:02:23.400 --> 00:02:26.740 I was running a business on the side I was doing all these 00:02:26.920 --> 00:02:29.460 projects but I found that 00:02:29.600 --> 00:02:32.500 these were all things I thought I had that I thought 00:02:32.500 --> 00:02:35.020 I needed personally because I thought 00:02:35.020 --> 00:02:37.820 I had to be more "professional" but uh I think 00:02:37.860 --> 00:02:40.060 in reality the more I try to be more of uh professional 00:02:40.060 --> 00:02:43.280 the more I sorta less touch 00:02:43.280 --> 00:02:48.480 in a just the direct connection w-w-with whats so good about youtube and the direct 00:02:48.520 --> 00:02:50.500 connection with your audience 00:02:50.580 --> 00:02:53.920 its sorta became layers upon myself and i don't know why 00:02:53.940 --> 00:02:55.680 I thought that was a good idea 00:02:55.680 --> 00:02:57.900 like obviously that was a terrible idea 00:02:57.900 --> 00:02:59.980 and personally these weren't even things 00:02:59.980 --> 00:03:02.540 I like to begin with 00:03:02.540 --> 00:03:05.660 I don't like to travel and do other things 00:03:05.660 --> 00:03:08.980 I don't like to do other projects that i don't really care about 00:03:09.060 --> 00:03:12.440 but they will bring in money, these past 2 weeks 00:03:12.440 --> 00:03:15.740 I've been so much happier as a person 00:03:15.740 --> 00:03:17.920 I've been so less stressed out 00:03:17.920 --> 00:03:21.040 this chill, I feel really good and 00:03:21.040 --> 00:03:23.240 and I don't think I would be 00:03:23.240 --> 00:03:25.540 unless you guys was on the same page as me 00:03:25.640 --> 00:03:27.100 is what Im trying to say 00:03:27.100 --> 00:03:29.840 I don't know, I don't know what's next to be honest 00:03:29.840 --> 00:03:32.300 Im just gonna keep doing what I feel like doing 00:03:32.300 --> 00:03:36.340 thats really the PLAN here, but I love doing the videos 00:03:36.340 --> 00:03:37.340 Because they 00:03:37.360 --> 00:03:40.180 feel more like me then they did before 00:03:40.180 --> 00:03:42.240 cause I pationally enjoy playing 00:03:42.240 --> 00:03:45.140 batlle grounds and i really love 00:03:45.140 --> 00:03:47.860 F*cking Sh*ting on different things (umm ok pewdiepie) 00:03:47.860 --> 00:03:49.580 so feel like im back in a way *slams desk* 00:03:49.580 --> 00:03:53.340 I don't know if that makes any sense im probably just rambling at this point 00:03:53.340 --> 00:03:56.440 but at the end I just wanna say domo arigatō(tahnk you) 00:03:56.440 --> 00:03:58.960 thank you for being a sister 00:03:58.960 --> 00:04:01.820 ...fister and uhh 00:04:01.820 --> 00:04:03.920 letting me 00:04:04.020 --> 00:04:07.060 be the kind of channel I want to be 00:04:07.080 --> 00:04:10.400 I wouldn't be here without you so im never going to ignore 00:04:10.420 --> 00:04:13.100 uh you guys but at the same time 00:04:13.100 --> 00:04:16.120 im like I said I really appreciate that you guys still respect 00:04:16.120 --> 00:04:18.820 where I want to take things 00:04:18.820 --> 00:04:21.520 I dont want to get too mopey and sh*t thank you guys so much 00:04:21.520 --> 00:04:24.320 *claps* domo domo domo 00:04:24.400 --> 00:04:26.560 and i'll you see you bros tomorrow with another video 00:04:26.640 --> 00:04:28.240 and as always *kisses fist* 00:04:28.240 --> 00:04:29.960 Sister Fister.