WEBVTT Kind: captions Language: en 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.750 Hey what up, SWEDE_CUCK_84 here, back again with another 00:00:05.440 --> 00:00:09.929 video. That's right. I really just wanted to make a video- a follow-up video (laughs) 00:00:10.510 --> 00:00:12.869 one of those. Of the video I made 00:00:13.420 --> 00:00:15.420 what was it called? Fuck, I don't remember. 00:00:15.680 --> 00:00:22.080 *Flashback* I've been doing youtube for seven years and I guess I'm really just tired of being in try-hard mode. Tired of trying 00:00:22.080 --> 00:00:24.840 that's right. I'm tired of trying. It's the kind of video 00:00:24.840 --> 00:00:32.340 I was really nervous about uploading because I didn't know what sort of reaction it would get, but I gotta say it was truly heartwarming 00:00:32.640 --> 00:00:38.340 to see how you guys understood where I was coming from and appreciating my honesty with the situation. 00:00:38.640 --> 00:00:45.020 Basically I've been sorta treating Youtube as a startup almost like I've been working crazy hours 00:00:45.730 --> 00:00:48.509 Just stressing out over it for such a long time 00:00:48.510 --> 00:00:52.079 And I just realize I'm in a position where I just, 00:00:52.360 --> 00:00:58.139 I want to take it a little bit more chill, and my approach this week to making videos has really just been like 00:00:58.629 --> 00:01:00.359 What do I feel like doing today? 00:01:00.359 --> 00:01:05.519 Do I feel like making this kind of video? Uh not really, but it would probably get more views. 00:01:05.650 --> 00:01:07.979 I've just been focusing on what I 00:01:08.650 --> 00:01:11.129 personally find really interesting, or fun to do. 00:01:11.130 --> 00:01:15.269 I'm just really, really glad that you guys enjoy that shit 'cause 00:01:15.670 --> 00:01:22.019 It's stuff that I enjoy making. It's sort of like a new direction of the channel, the fact that you guys enjoy it- 00:01:22.450 --> 00:01:25.950 It really, really, really means a lot. Just because I feel, like 00:01:26.290 --> 00:01:30.269 I want to try less hard doesn't mean I don't care as much anymore 00:01:30.270 --> 00:01:35.579 I really still do care a lot about you bros, that sounded pretty gay, um, you guys are 00:01:35.579 --> 00:01:41.759 okay I guess is what I'm trying to say. I've really been enjoying the player unknown videos, you guys seem to as well 00:01:41.759 --> 00:01:45.599 I really been enjoying the fan interaction videos you guys seem as well 00:01:45.600 --> 00:01:49.500 And I've really be enjoying just sharing and reacting to stuff that I personally 00:01:49.600 --> 00:01:54.479 Find really interesting, and you guys have as well. really just the only point of this video 00:01:54.479 --> 00:02:00.508 is just for me to say thank you because I think it's really cool to have an audience that understands and 00:02:01.689 --> 00:02:04.289 Respects me I know maybe that's obvious 00:02:04.290 --> 00:02:10.979 But I really don't think it's the case for a lot of people on YouTube looking back at how I was treating YouTube 00:02:11.730 --> 00:02:12.819 a couple months ago 00:02:12.819 --> 00:02:19.289 It's very different from now. I had an office. I had a couple employees 00:02:19.510 --> 00:02:21.659 I had 00:02:22.810 --> 00:02:28.140 I was running a business on the side. I was doing all these projects, but I found that 00:02:28.780 --> 00:02:32.519 these were all just things that I thought I had, that I thought I needed, 00:02:33.370 --> 00:02:35.730 Personally because I thought I had to be more 00:02:36.280 --> 00:02:40.049 "Professional" but I think in reality the more I try to be a professional 00:02:40.629 --> 00:02:47.309 the more I sort of lost touch in and just the direct connection with with what's so good about Youtube 00:02:47.530 --> 00:02:52.199 in the direct connection with your audience it sort of became layers upon myself 00:02:52.200 --> 00:02:59.940 And I don't know why I thought that was a good idea like obviously that's a terrible idea and personally these weren't even things I 00:03:00.459 --> 00:03:05.039 Liked to begin with I don't like to travel and do other things 00:03:05.040 --> 00:03:11.940 I don't like to do other projects that I don't really care about but they'll bring in money these past two weeks have 00:03:12.609 --> 00:03:18.629 I've been so much happier as a person I've been so less stressed out just chill 00:03:18.630 --> 00:03:25.529 I feel really good and I don't think I would be unless you guys was on the same page as me is 00:03:25.720 --> 00:03:29.699 What I'm trying to say, I don't know. I don't know what's next to be honest 00:03:29.700 --> 00:03:35.669 I'm just going to keep doing what I feel like doing that's really the plan here, but I love the videos 00:03:36.280 --> 00:03:38.699 Because they feel more like me than they did before 00:03:39.489 --> 00:03:46.679 Because I passionately enjoy playing Battlegrounds, and I really love fucking shitting on different things 00:03:47.200 --> 00:03:50.250 So I feel like I'm back in a way. I don't know if that makes any sense 00:03:50.250 --> 00:03:55.709 I'm probably just rambling at this point, but at the end, I just want to say domo arigato (thank you.) 00:03:56.379 --> 00:03:59.909 thank you, for being a Sister Fister, and 00:04:01.720 --> 00:04:03.720 letting me 00:04:03.940 --> 00:04:08.579 Be the kind of channel that I wanted to be I wouldn't be here without you 00:04:08.579 --> 00:04:13.888 So I'm never going to ignore you guys, but at the same time like I said 00:04:13.889 --> 00:04:18.359 I really appreciate that you guys still respect where I want to take things. That's all 00:04:18.360 --> 00:04:21.460 I don't want to get too mopey and shit. Thank you guys so much 00:04:22.180 --> 00:04:27.240 domo(thanks), domo, domo, and I'll see you bros tomorrow with another video. And as always, 00:04:28.610 --> 00:04:30.610 Sister Fister.