My flaws flaws, we- we all have them I have them, you have them
*pewds done with life*
I remember seeing a video
back!!
Back before I did YouTube and there were some YouTubers talking about their flaws and I I thought it was pretty nice
I thought it was a nice
Humbling settling video that you can relate to, so now I'm making it myself
*pewds officialy lost the ability to make original content everybody*
Original content.
I'm almost there, guys.
Now, where do I begin?
If in case it wasn't obvious
I'm
kind of awkward
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
really awkward
It's something that
I've had to deal with more than I thought
I whatever would be, because somehow I got in this position of being a YouTuber.
I think anyone in traditional media
They're all extroverts.
They all feel extremely comfortable in front of a crowd, or in front of other people or strangers in general.
I'm just a fucking loser from Sweden who likes to play video games
*laughs* ʕ·ᴥ·ʔ
I was never supposed to have an audience
And it's been so clear throughout my journey
Especially with being put in a situation that I'm not used to
You've probably know about me being awkward
You've seen ...
We've all seen the video of me on stage ...
in DreamHack
(pewds...what are you doing?)
You guys ever had those cringing moments in your life that you just
repeat in your head over and over and over and over and over and over again?
Me neither.
It's great being awkward. I love it.
It's also something I've been trying to work on. Like I've been trying to put myself in situations
that I'm not always comfortable with
And ... I think I improved a lot
Considering, like
Looking back a few years
I'm really proud of myself, but I feel like it's something that I worked on
I think the message behaved for people is always
"Oh you should embrace your flaws, don't try to change. You are perfect z way you are.
I'm like ... yeah
Yeah, yes yes yes. But at the same time. It's not illegal to work on your flaws
It's not something terrible to do but yeah, it's clear
I'm an introvert, and I'm awkward
Physical flaw, my nose. Maybe it's just in my head, but it's fucking huge ¬‿¬
Maybe...It's too big for my face. Yeah, I don't know what to say about that.
It's just ... I have a big nose, I have a big ass nose. (pewds stfu)
But embrace your flaws
What is this video? I don't know
It's good to be different
It's good to be ... why ... I you know what?
I love a fucking huge ass crow nose (what)
Could be awesome I could peck at people and shit. Hella dope.
You know that's my only regret with this flaw, is that
I can't. it's not even bigger
That's right. I'm kind of egotistical
Alright at least I can be
I noticed that whenever I really get into stuff that I really enjoy I kind of forget about anything else that's important
other people or
Other things. That's something that I definitely
don't like about myself, like ...
Being in that position where you're like; "Oh shit, what am I doing? I need to focus on other things, and oh shit
I've been ignoring all these other people."
It's not a good feeling. I really wish I wouldn't get so caught up into things
that I'm doing, but
It's also taking me to places I never thought I would be, because I really was so swept into YouTube
And it's something that I really love doing and I think if I wasn't this kind of personality, then
I definitely wouldn't be here, so ... it's a double-edged sword I guess
And it's something, again ... that I try to work, try to remember
And be aware of these things, because there's more to life than just one thing.
I can't see for shit. I mean we're getting really
*gibberish*
straw picking or whatever ... cherry picking here
But I have contact lenses on. I can't see. Okay?
Thanks, dad. Thanks for the DNA, dad. Really appreciate it. I don't like myself with glasses either
I know my life is so hard
Boohoo
I just thought I'd mention it. My life is so hard. You don't understand okay?
Fine skip that one, skip that one. My beard doesn't connect, okay? I have to fucking
Comb it in the right way, so it fucking does it right Why beard?
How much testosterone am I missing out on here?
Why can't you just connect? I thought that I was supposed to be a Viking?
I thought this was part of being Swedish.
What the fuck man?
I do a lot of things without thinking about the consequences. I can be very sloppy
With things Sorta like, I'll be fine
ah don't worry about it
I'm sure I can do this. There's not going to be any consequences to me doing this.
May have noticed this on, on me?
I can keep making Nazi jokes. No one's gonna pay care
Yeah, I have a bad tendency over not really caring about consequences. I've had it my whole life
I'm probably going to have it my whole life. I don't know how to fix it, okay?
I always just see this is what I want to do now. This is good to me now. Whatever is in the future
*le ofEnSiVe jOkE*
Doesn't matter. It's a really bad personal trait
But at least you'll have fun at least you'll have fun
At some points in your life. The last one ... this one is a tough one
I didn't really want to share this because it's really, like ...
Personal, but I really like anime and let's get real here anime is really fucking gay
Okay, we all know it you all you all know it.
Anime is the worst thing that has ever come out of
Humankind.
Is why I voted Trump, so they could make it illegal already.
God damn it.
I'm joking.
I don't know.
I'm not that funny.
I guess ...
* is he being serious *
as well
I always think
someone else deserves to be in my position way more than I do
like ...
I don't get it.
sometimes
Don't get me wrong.
Sometimes, I'm like
I'm the greatest fucking YouTuber of all time
What do you mean?
Of course I'm number one,
but a lot of times I'm just like, ...
How?
Why?
Why the fuck am I in this position?
What have I done to deserve to be here?
There's so many
There's literally hundreds of other YouTubers that deserve to be in my position
(Jake Paul, maybe? Pewds stfu pls♡)
I'm not that entertaining
I'm not that funny
I'm not that
attractive
I'm not that
great in general
I don't get it.
I don't get it, man.
But at least, I'm thankful for it
I'm really thankful to be in this situation.
I hope this video doesn't come out too mopey
I'm not trying to like bait attention like
"Oh, your nose is fine, Pewds.
It looks great."
Like, ... I don't care.
This is just my personal thoughts
that I deal with my mind
I just wanted to shared, because I know everyone has flaws.
Everyone has flaws and everyone has
I think everyone has similar ideas about themself.
Even tho I'm awkward
I try to work on it, and I think it really has ...
feel like I've grown a lot.
And I'm really proud of that like I said and even though my nose is way too fucking big
it's not like I would ever do surgery
Because
I still think I'm pretty fucking hot.
I'm joking.
Okay?
That came out wrong.
I still think I look pretty good.
It still matches my face.
I'm happy with the way I look.
And you know I try to watch less Anime
It's something that I'm also trying to work on really hard
I also ... I guess the thing is I really think it's okay to work on your flaws
I don't think there's anything wrong with that
And I think ... that is people teach you the wrong thing about flies like oh
"You should just embrace them."
Obviously things that you can't change about yourself
You should 100% embrace
but if there are things and aspects about yourself that you can improve by putting yourself out there in situations, or
Doing stuff that you don't typically want to do.
Maybe you have a phobia.
Maybe you're scared of doing something.
Best way to get over it
is to
You know ...
Deal with it. (damn)
Maybe this video comes out completely wrong.
I can't tell.
And I hope no one feels bad from watching this
That's not my goal at all
I don't want people feeling bad about it after all.
Embrace your flaws.
Work on your flaws.
And don't be ashamed of having any flaws
That's what I wanted to say with this.
I'm getting an important phone call.
*he stands up, obv*
*he takes the phone*
*leaves the room*
*thanks Felix for leaving us <3*
*plays cringy music in background*
^Oh please no!^
(Why are we here?)
(Just to suffer?)
(Kill me, pls)
*hoe comes back <33*
All right
All right Squad Fam
Remember to ~stay awesome~
and, *gibberish*
Squad Fam
*Brofist*
What happened to Sister Fister????
ffs, this again