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My flaws flaws, we- we all have them I have them, you have them

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*pewds done with life*

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I remember seeing a video

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back!!

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Back before I did YouTube and there were some YouTubers talking about their flaws and I I thought it was pretty nice

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I thought it was a nice

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Humbling settling video that you can relate to, so now I'm making it myself

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*pewds officialy lost the ability to make original content everybody*

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Original content.

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I'm almost there, guys.

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Now, where do I begin?

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If in case it wasn't obvious

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I'm

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kind of awkward

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( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

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really awkward

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It's something that

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I've had to deal with more than I thought

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I whatever would be, because somehow I got in this position of being a YouTuber.

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I think anyone in traditional media

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They're all extroverts.

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They all feel extremely comfortable in front of a crowd, or in front of other people or strangers in general.

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I'm just a fucking loser from Sweden who likes to play video games

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*laughs* ʕ·ᴥ·ʔ

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I was never supposed to have an audience

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And it's been so clear throughout my journey

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Especially with being put in a situation that I'm not used to

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You've probably know about me being awkward

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You've seen ...

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We've all seen the video of me on stage ...

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in DreamHack

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(pewds...what are you doing?)

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You guys ever had those cringing moments in your life that you just

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repeat in your head over and over and over and over and over and over again?

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Me neither.

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It's great being awkward. I love it.

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It's also something I've been trying to work on. 
Like I've been trying to put myself in situations

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that I'm not always comfortable with

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And ... I think I improved a lot

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Considering, like

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Looking back a few years

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I'm really proud of myself, but I feel like it's something that I worked on

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I think the message behaved for people is always

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"Oh you should embrace your flaws, don't try to change. You are perfect z way you are.

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I'm like ... yeah

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Yeah, yes yes yes. But at the same time. It's not illegal to work on your flaws

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It's not something terrible to do but yeah, it's clear

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I'm an introvert, and I'm awkward

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Physical flaw, my nose. Maybe it's just in my head, but it's fucking huge ¬‿¬

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Maybe...It's too big for my face. Yeah, I don't know what to say about that.

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It's just ... I have a big nose, I have a big ass nose. 
(pewds stfu)

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But embrace your flaws

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What is this video? I don't know

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It's good to be different

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It's good to be ...  why ... I you know what?

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I love a fucking huge ass crow nose
(what)

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Could be awesome I could peck at people and shit. Hella dope.

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You know that's my only regret with this flaw, is that

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I can't. it's not even bigger

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That's right. I'm kind of egotistical

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Alright at least I can be

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I noticed that whenever I really get into stuff that I really enjoy I kind of forget about anything else that's important

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other people or

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Other things. That's something that I definitely

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don't like about myself, like ...

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Being in that position where you're like; 
"Oh shit, what am I doing? I need to focus on other things, and oh shit

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I've been ignoring all these other people."

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It's not a good feeling. I really wish I wouldn't get so caught up into things

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that I'm doing, but

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It's also taking me to places I never thought I would be, because I really was so swept into YouTube

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And it's something that I really love doing and I think if I wasn't this kind of personality, then

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I definitely wouldn't be here, so ... it's a double-edged sword I guess

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And it's something, again ... that I try to work, try to remember

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And be aware of these things, because there's more to life than just one thing.

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I can't see for shit. I mean we're getting really

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*gibberish*

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straw picking or whatever ... cherry picking here

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But I have contact lenses on.
I can't see. Okay?

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Thanks, dad. Thanks for the DNA, dad. 
Really appreciate it. 
I don't like myself with glasses either

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I know my life is so hard

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Boohoo

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I just thought I'd mention it. My life is so hard. You don't understand okay?

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Fine skip that one, skip that one. 
My beard doesn't connect, okay? I have to fucking

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Comb it in the right way, so it fucking does it right Why beard?

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How much testosterone am I missing out on here?

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Why can't you just connect? I thought that I was supposed to be a Viking?

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I thought this was part of being Swedish.

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What the fuck man?

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I do a lot of things without thinking about the consequences.
I can be very sloppy

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With things
Sorta like, I'll be fine

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ah don't worry about it

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I'm sure I can do this. There's not going to be any consequences to me doing this.

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May have noticed this on, on me?

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I can keep making Nazi jokes. No one's gonna pay care

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Yeah, I have a bad tendency over not really caring about consequences. I've had it my whole life

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I'm probably going to have it my whole life. I don't know how to fix it, okay?

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I always just see this is what I want to do now. This is good to me now. Whatever is in the future

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*le ofEnSiVe jOkE*

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Doesn't matter. It's a really bad personal trait

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But at least you'll have fun at least you'll have fun

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At some points in your life. The last one ... this one is a tough one

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I didn't really want to share this because it's really, like ...

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Personal, but I really like anime and let's get real here anime is really fucking gay

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Okay, we all know it you all you all know it.

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Anime is the worst thing that has ever come out of

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Humankind.

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Is why I voted Trump, so they could make it illegal already.

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God damn it.

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I'm joking.

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I don't know.

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I don't know.

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I'm not that funny.

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I guess ...

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* is he being serious *

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as well

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I always think

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someone else deserves to be in my position way more than I do

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like ...

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I don't get it.

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sometimes

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Don't get me wrong.

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Sometimes, I'm like

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I'm the greatest fucking YouTuber of all time

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What do you mean?

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Of course I'm number one,

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but a lot of times I'm just like, ...

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How?

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Why?

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Why the fuck am I in this position?

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What have I done to deserve to be here?

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There's so many

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There's literally hundreds of other YouTubers that deserve to be in my position

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(Jake Paul, maybe? Pewds stfu pls♡)

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I'm not that entertaining

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I'm not that funny

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I'm not that

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attractive

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I'm not that

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great in general

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I don't get it.

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I don't get it, man.

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But at least, I'm thankful for it

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I'm really thankful to be in this situation.

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I hope this video doesn't come out too mopey

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I'm not trying to like bait attention like

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"Oh, your nose is fine, Pewds.

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It looks great."

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Like, ... I don't care.

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This is just my personal thoughts

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that I deal with my mind

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I just wanted to shared, because I know everyone has flaws.

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Everyone has flaws and everyone has

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I think everyone has similar ideas about themself.

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Even tho I'm awkward

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I try to work on it, and I think it really has ...

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feel like I've grown a lot.

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And I'm really proud of that like I said and even though my nose is way too fucking big

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it's not like I would ever do surgery

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Because

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I still think I'm pretty fucking hot.

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I'm joking.

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Okay?

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That came out wrong.

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I still think I look pretty good.

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It still matches my face.

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I'm happy with the way I look.

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And you know I try to watch less Anime

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It's something that I'm also trying to work on really hard

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I also ... I guess the thing is I really think it's okay to work on your flaws

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I don't think there's anything wrong with that

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And I think ... that is people teach you the wrong thing about flies like oh

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"You should just embrace them."

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Obviously things that you can't change about yourself

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You should 100% embrace

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but if there are things and aspects about yourself that you can improve by putting yourself out there in situations, or

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Doing stuff that you don't typically want to do.

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Maybe you have a phobia.

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Maybe you're scared of doing something.

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Best way to get over it

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is to

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You know ...

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Deal with it.
(damn)

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Maybe this video comes out completely wrong.

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I can't tell.

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And I hope no one feels bad from watching this

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That's not my goal at all

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I don't want people feeling bad about it after all.

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Embrace your flaws.

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Work on your flaws.

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And don't be ashamed of having any flaws

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That's what I wanted to say with this.

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I'm getting an important phone call.

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*he stands up, obv*

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*he takes the phone*

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*leaves the room*

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*thanks Felix for leaving us <3*

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*plays cringy music in background*

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^Oh please no!^

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(Why are we here?)

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(Just to suffer?)

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(Kill me, pls)

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*hoe comes back <33*

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All right

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All right Squad Fam

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Remember to ~stay awesome~

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and, *gibberish*

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Squad Fam

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*Brofist*

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What happened to Sister Fister????

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ffs, this again