WEBVTT Kind: captions Language: en 00:00:00.280 --> 00:00:07.620 My flaws! Heh... flaws, we-we all have them. I have them, you have them. 00:00:12.160 --> 00:00:15.820 *awesome music plays* 00:00:16.380 --> 00:00:18.360 I remember seeing a video 00:00:18.760 --> 00:00:25.800 Back-back before I did youtube and there were some youtubers talking about their flaws, and I-I thought it was pretty nice 00:00:25.800 --> 00:00:27.580 I thought it was a nice 00:00:27.580 --> 00:00:32.560 Humbling settling video that you can relate to so now I'm making it myself 00:00:32.560 --> 00:00:34.260 *pewds officialy lost the ability to make original content everybody* 00:00:34.260 --> 00:00:42.080 Original content, I'm almost there guys. Now where do I begin if in case it wasn't obvious. I'm kind of awkward 00:00:42.080 --> 00:00:43.740 *dont worry tis obvious* 00:00:43.740 --> 00:00:45.740 really awkward 00:00:46.500 --> 00:00:48.500 It's something that 00:00:48.780 --> 00:00:55.680 I had to deal with more than I thought I would ever would because somehow I got in this position of being a Youtuber 00:00:56.880 --> 00:00:59.300 I think anyone in traditional Media 00:00:59.590 --> 00:01:06.599 They're all extroverts they all feel extremely comfortable in front of a crowd or in front of other people or strangers in general 00:01:06.909 --> 00:01:10.798 I'm just a fucking loser from Sweden who likes to play video games 00:01:11.380 --> 00:01:13.769 I was never supposed to have an audience 00:01:14.400 --> 00:01:19.920 And it's been so clear throughout my journey especially being put in situation I'm not used to. 00:01:19.940 --> 00:01:25.080 You probably know about me being awkward. You've seen-we've all seen the video of me on stage 00:01:25.750 --> 00:01:27.750 and dreamhack 00:01:27.750 --> 00:01:33.300 *best music plays* 00:01:33.420 --> 00:01:36.080 You guys ever had those cringing moments in your life that you just 00:01:36.540 --> 00:01:41.120 Repeat in your head over and over and over and over and over and over again? 00:01:41.280 --> 00:01:45.180 *God is a lie* 00:01:45.300 --> 00:01:45.820 take 00:01:45.820 --> 00:01:46.320 on 00:01:46.320 --> 00:01:46.860 mee! 00:01:46.860 --> 00:01:49.720 Me neither. It's great being awkward. I love it 00:01:49.729 --> 00:01:54.379 It's also something I've been trying to work on, like I've been trying to put myself in situations that 00:01:54.659 --> 00:01:59.868 I'm not always comfortable with and I think I improved a lot considering like 00:02:01.049 --> 00:02:02.490 Looking back a few years 00:02:02.490 --> 00:02:06.379 I'm really proud of myself, but I feel like it's something that I worked on 00:02:06.380 --> 00:02:15.540 I think the message behaved for people is always "oh you should embrace your flaws, don't try to change, you are perfect ze way you are 00:02:15.580 --> 00:02:23.960 I'm like yeah, yeah, yes yes yes, but at the same time, it's not illegal to work on your flaws 00:02:24.440 --> 00:02:28.320 It's not something terrible to do but yeah, it's clear 00:02:28.500 --> 00:02:29.960 I'm an introvert, and I'm awkward 00:02:30.080 --> 00:02:35.720 Physical flaw - my nose. Maybe it's just in my head, but it's fucking huge maybe 00:02:35.840 --> 00:02:40.180 It's too big for my face. Yeah, I don't know what to say about that. It's just I have a big nose 00:02:40.190 --> 00:02:42.949 I have a big-ass nose, but embrace your flaws 00:02:42.949 --> 00:02:43.449 *hand hugs nose* 00:02:43.820 --> 00:02:45.920 What is this video? I don't know 00:02:46.060 --> 00:02:47.340 haha... it's so shit... 00:02:47.670 --> 00:02:49.380 It's good to be different 00:02:49.380 --> 00:02:54.679 It's good to be... why I- you know what I'd love a fucking huge ass crow nose 00:02:55.230 --> 00:03:02.329 That'd be awesome I could peck it people and shit. It'd be hella dope you know that's my only regret with this flaw is that 00:03:03.420 --> 00:03:05.420 I can't, it's not even bigger 00:03:05.880 --> 00:03:07.880 That's right. I'm kind of egotistical 00:03:08.430 --> 00:03:09.980 Alright at least I can be 00:03:09.980 --> 00:03:16.609 I noticed that whenever I really get into stuff that I really enjoy I kind of forget about anything else. That's important 00:03:17.190 --> 00:03:19.190 are there other people or 00:03:20.370 --> 00:03:23.299 Other things that's something that I definitely 00:03:24.630 --> 00:03:26.809 don't like about myself like 00:03:28.230 --> 00:03:33.440 Being in that position where you're like "Oh shit, what am I doing? I need to focus on other things", and "oh shit 00:03:33.440 --> 00:03:35.719 I've been ignoring all these other people" 00:03:36.389 --> 00:03:40.789 It's not a good feeling. I really wish I wouldn't get so caught up into things 00:03:41.610 --> 00:03:43.610 that I'm doing but 00:03:43.920 --> 00:03:46.429 It's also taking me to places. I never thought 00:03:46.430 --> 00:03:51.590 I would be because I I really was so swept into YouTube 00:03:51.590 --> 00:03:56.660 And it's something that I really love doing and I think if I wasn't this kind of personality, then I 00:03:57.570 --> 00:04:01.759 Definitely wouldn't be here so it's a double-edged sword I guess 00:04:03.300 --> 00:04:08.300 And it's something again that I try to work on try to remember 00:04:09.420 --> 00:04:16.579 And be aware of these things because there's more to life than just one thing. I can't see for shit. I mean, we're getting really 00:04:17.640 --> 00:04:24.349 Straw-picking, or whatever, cherry picking here, but I have contact lenses on I can't see okay 00:04:24.530 --> 00:04:30.679 Thanks, Dad. Thanks for the DNA. Dad really appreciate it. I don't like myself with glasses either 00:04:30.680 --> 00:04:32.750 I know my life is so hard 00:04:33.450 --> 00:04:35.010 Boohoo! 00:04:35.010 --> 00:04:38.959 Just thought I'd mention it my life is so hard. You don't understand okay? 00:04:38.960 --> 00:04:43.760 Fine skip that one skip that one my beard doesn't connect okay. I have to fucking 00:04:44.460 --> 00:04:50.900 Comb it in the right way, so it fucking does it right. Why beard? How much testosterone am I missing out on here? 00:04:50.900 --> 00:04:56.269 Why can't you just connect? I thought I was supposed to be a viking, I thought this was part of being swedish 00:04:56.300 --> 00:04:58.300 What the fuck man? WAAH! 00:05:01.120 --> 00:05:01.620 Ummm... 00:05:01.620 --> 00:05:06.360 I do a lot of things without thinking about the consequences I can be very sloppy 00:05:07.400 --> 00:05:10.440 With things so the like "I'll be fine" 00:05:11.460 --> 00:05:13.580 "Uhh, don't worry about it" 00:05:13.780 --> 00:05:20.780 "Ah, I'm sure I can do this. There's not going to be any consequences to me doing this" May have noticed this one on me. 00:05:21.540 --> 00:05:24.580 "Ah, I can keep making nazi jokes no one's gonna pay care 00:05:25.120 --> 00:05:31.880 I, uhh, yeah, I have a bad tendency of not really caring about consequences. I've had it my whole life 00:05:31.890 --> 00:05:35.959 I'm probably going to have it my whole life. I don't know how to fix it, okay 00:05:35.990 --> 00:05:41.390 I always just see this is what I want to do now. This is good to me now. Whatever is in the future 00:05:43.620 --> 00:05:46.370 Doesn't matter it's a really bad personal trait 00:05:46.370 --> 00:05:49.520 But at least you'll have fun at least you'll have fun at 00:05:49.950 --> 00:05:54.770 Some point in your life the last one this one is a tough one 00:05:55.040 --> 00:05:58.279 I didn't really want to share this because it's really like 00:06:00.000 --> 00:06:05.210 Personal but I really like anime and let's get real here anime is really fucking gay 00:06:05.730 --> 00:06:12.230 Okay, we all know it you all you all know it anime is the worst thing that has ever come out of 00:06:13.050 --> 00:06:18.259 Humankind is why I voted trump. So they could make it illegal already. God damn it 00:06:18.260 --> 00:06:23.480 I'm joking I don't know. I don't know I'm not that funny. I guess as well 00:06:23.750 --> 00:06:30.410 I always think someone else deserves to be in my position way more than I do like I don't get it 00:06:31.470 --> 00:06:32.940 sometimes 00:06:32.940 --> 00:06:36.860 Don't get me wrong sometimes. I'm like I'm I'm the greatest fucking youtuber of all time 00:06:36.960 --> 00:06:41.599 What do you mean of course I'm number one, but a lot of times 00:06:41.600 --> 00:06:48.760 I'm just like why how why why the fuck am I in this position what have I done to deserve to be here there's so many, there's literally 00:06:48.760 --> 00:06:54.400 hundreds of other YouTubers that deserve to be in my position. I'm not that entertaining. I'm not that funny 00:06:54.400 --> 00:07:00.660 I'm not that attractive. I'm not that great in general, I... 00:07:02.840 --> 00:07:08.640 I don't get it. I don't get it man, but at least I'm thankful for it 00:07:08.660 --> 00:07:13.189 I'm really thankful to be in this situation. I hope this video doesn't come out to mopey 00:07:13.190 --> 00:07:15.679 I'm not trying to like bait attention like oh, you know 00:07:16.620 --> 00:07:20.390 It was great. I got it. I don't care. This is just my personal thoughts 00:07:21.660 --> 00:07:26.600 That I deal with my mind and I am I just wanted to share it because I know everyone has flaws 00:07:27.330 --> 00:07:33.169 Everyone has flaws and everyone has I think everyone has similar ideas about themselves, even though I'm awkward 00:07:33.170 --> 00:07:37.789 I try to work on it, and I think it really has helped me feel like I've grown a lot 00:07:38.180 --> 00:07:43.160 And I'm really proud of that like I said and even though my nose is way too fucking big 00:07:43.160 --> 00:07:45.439 it's not like I would ever do surgery cause I 00:07:46.380 --> 00:07:53.239 Still think I'm pretty fucking hot. I'm joking okay that came out wrong. I still think I look pretty good, okay 00:07:53.240 --> 00:07:58.730 It still matches my face. I'm happy with the way I look. And you know I try to watch less anime 00:07:59.280 --> 00:08:02.690 It's something that I'm also trying to work on really hard 00:08:02.690 --> 00:08:07.130 I also I guess the thing is I really think it's okay to work on your flaws 00:08:07.130 --> 00:08:09.630 I don't think there's any wrong with that 00:08:09.630 --> 00:08:13.980 And I think after that is people teach you the wrong thing about flaws like oh 00:08:13.980 --> 00:08:18.329 You should just embrace them obviously things that you can't change about yourself 00:08:18.490 --> 00:08:20.310 You should 100% embrace 00:08:20.310 --> 00:08:27.239 but if there are things in aspects about yourself that you can improve by putting yourself out there in situations, or 00:08:27.430 --> 00:08:32.159 Doing stuff that you don't typically want to do. Maybe you have a phobia. Maybe you're scared of doing something 00:08:33.219 --> 00:08:35.849 Best way to get over it is to you know 00:08:36.760 --> 00:08:39.479 Deal with it. Maybe this video comes out completely wrong 00:08:39.659 --> 00:08:45.149 I can't tell and and I hope no one feels bad from watching this a that's not my goal at all 00:08:45.150 --> 00:08:52.049 I don't want people feeling bad about your flaws. Embrace your flaws, work on your flaws and don't be ashamed of having any flaws 00:08:52.600 --> 00:08:55.520 that's what I wanted to say with this ah 00:08:56.680 --> 00:08:58.830 I'm getting an important phone call 00:08:58.830 --> 00:09:00.830 Pewdiepie searching and picking up his phone 00:09:00.830 --> 00:09:02.830 He found it 00:09:02.830 --> 00:09:04.830 He's gone... 00:09:10.709 --> 00:09:13.099 Oh please no! 00:09:14.820 --> 00:09:16.820 not more... 00:09:17.700 --> 00:09:19.700 please. 00:09:19.700 --> 00:09:21.700 why. 00:09:23.700 --> 00:09:25.700 stop with this please 00:09:27.700 --> 00:09:29.700 AHH MY EARRRRRS 00:09:31.700 --> 00:09:33.700 PSHHH GET THE HELL OUT 00:09:33.700 --> 00:09:35.700 Welcome back u nice man 00:09:41.339 --> 00:09:49.189 Alright alright squad fam remember to stay awesome and jiu jitsu squadfam brofist brofist 00:09:50.790 --> 00:09:53.959 NOT AGAIN 00:09:54.899 --> 00:09:56.339 HELP 00:09:56.339 --> 00:09:57.779 US 00:09:57.779 --> 00:09:59.779 WHY