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Hello

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I wanted to make a statement on what I said in my previous live stream

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You probably won't believe me when I say this

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but whenever I go online

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and I hear other players use the same kind of language

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that I did. I always find it

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extremely immature. And stupid.

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And I hate how I now personally

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Fed into that part of gaming as well.

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it was something that I said in the heat of the moment

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I said the worse word I could possibly think of

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and it just sort of slipped out

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and I'm not going to make any excuses to why it did

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because there are no excuses for it

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I'm disappointed in myself

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because it seems like

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I've learned nothing from all these past controversies

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and it's not that I think I can say or do

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whatever I want and get away with it, that's not it at all

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I'm just an idiot, but that doesn't make what I said

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or how I said it okay...

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it was not okay

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I'm really sorry if i offended, hurt

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or disappointed anyone with all of this

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being in the position I am, I should know better

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I know I cant keep messing up like this

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and I owe it to my audience

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and to myself to do better than this this

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because I know I am better than this

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I really want to improve myself and better myself

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not just for me but for

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anyone that looks up to me, or anyone that is influenced by me

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and that's how I wanna move forward

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away from this

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that's all I have to say, thank you for watching

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bye