A venty song about how probably a lot of us are feeling right now. Please stay safe and listen to the advice you've probably heard thousands of times. No, Riikira's original voice is not gone forever. Become a Patron or a M Etc. Inc. member to download this song before the album is out! Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/mumbleetc Bandcamp Fan Club: https://generalmumble.bandcamp.com/m-etc-inc Illustration by Koa https://www.deviantart.com/yourkoa Post-process by Poowis https://www.deviantart.com/poowis Lyrics: It's hard to focus on what to focus on The colours mix into a grey Maybe to sit in silence is all I've ever done But it feels so new to me My veins are churning away But here my muscles stay To swim away is only to raise the wave And so I'm rotting in place -- ❀ SUPPORT ❀ Homepage & digital music store: https://www.mumbleetc.com CDs: https://mumbleetc.com/merch Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/mumbleetc Bandcamp Fan Club: https://generalmumble.bandcamp.com/m-etc-inc TeeSpring (merch): teespring.com/stores/mumble-etc ❀ FOLLOW ❀ Mumble's Twitter - https://www.twitter.com/generalmumble Koa's Twitter - https://www.twitter.com/KoaPony Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mumbleetc/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/mumbleetc Wiki - http://mumbleetc.wikia.com/wiki/Mumble_Etc._Wiki