Let's go
I wish that I could say I've
felt the way you did before
Instead, I'm here wondering
why I even care
I don't know if I should
even bother anymore
I'll just stay at home
I'm lost when I'm out there
Every day, I stay up
all night just to fall asleep
It's getting harder
to wake up
when no one understands
How can I believe in
more than what I've learned to keep
In memories
and books that don't
do shit to meet demands
Maybe I should take a step
away from what is fantasy
You tell me while you're standing
on the outside
All the times I spent
trying to make sense of catastrophe
Were chaos
that swallowed up my pride
I break where I have tried
GO
I'm not going blind
I'm sure as hell not going deaf
These blank letters are still
mine for me to write
Every day, I'm staying
busy cuz this empty room's left
Me holding out
for the hope
that I'll make it all right
Maybe I should take a step
away from what is fantasy
You tell me while you're standing
on the outside
All the times I spent
trying to make sense of catastrophe
Were chaos
that swallowed up my pride
I break where I have
TRIED
OH
I
BREAK
WHERE
I HAVE TRIED
I
BREAK
WHERE
I HAVE TRIED
Maybe I should take a step
away from what is fantasy
You tell me while you're standing
on the outside
All the times I spent
trying to make sense of catastrophe
Were chaos
that swallowed up my pride
I break where I have tried