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Let's go

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I wish that I could say I've

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felt the way you did before

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Instead, I'm here wondering

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why I even care

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I don't know if I should

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even bother anymore

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I'll just stay at home

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I'm lost when I'm out there

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Every day, I stay up

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all night just to fall asleep

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It's getting harder

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to wake up

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when no one understands

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How can I believe in

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more than what I've learned to keep

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In memories

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and books that don't

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do shit to meet demands

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Maybe I should take a step

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away from what is fantasy

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You tell me while you're standing

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on the outside

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All the times I spent

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trying to make sense of catastrophe

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Were chaos

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that swallowed up my pride

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I break where I have tried

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GO

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I'm not going blind

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I'm sure as hell not going deaf

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These blank letters are still

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mine for me to write

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Every day, I'm staying

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busy cuz this empty room's left

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Me holding out

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for the hope

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that I'll make it all right

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Maybe I should take a step

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away from what is fantasy

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You tell me while you're standing

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on the outside

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All the times I spent

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trying to make sense of catastrophe

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Were chaos

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that swallowed up my pride

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I break where I have

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TRIED

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OH

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I

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BREAK

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WHERE 

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I HAVE TRIED

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I

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BREAK

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WHERE

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I HAVE TRIED

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Maybe I should take a step

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away from what is fantasy

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You tell me while you're standing

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on the outside

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All the times I spent

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trying to make sense of catastrophe

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Were chaos

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that swallowed up my pride

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I break where I have tried