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Not even the best of notions

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could deal with this wave of emotions

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It came down like a hurricane

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I don't want to be washed up here again

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I'll convince myself today

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It will all turn out okay

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I'll tell myself as my friends fade away

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Leaving me here

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Like I would forget her

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Still waiting here

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For things to get better

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Seeing them just makes me sick

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and makes me wish I could have it

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I've fully justified

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the way that I still feel inside

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I'm leaving

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It's no longer relieving

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that they keep on believing

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in me

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Flashbacks are running through my head

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Her words like a gun in hand

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I think back on everything I said

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I keep getting shot down where I stand

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I've given up on my senses

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They've failed me like their false pretenses

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I'll convince myself today

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It will all turn out okay

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I'll repeat myself as my friends fade away

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Leaving me here

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Like I would forget her

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Still waiting here

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For things to get better

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Seeing them just makes me sick

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and makes me wish I could have it

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I've fully justified

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the way that I still feel inside

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I'm leaving

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It's no longer relieving

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that they keep on believing

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in me

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Seeing them just makes me sick

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and I can't take more of this shit

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I won't feel justified

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the way that I've been brushed aside

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I'm leaving

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It's no longer relieving

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that they keep on believing

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in me

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Forget the past; I'm in the present

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I've done all that I can to keep them close

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I try not to regret all of the time spent

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waiting for her and them, the ones who knew me most

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Patience, they said, well I'd be patient til I'm dead

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with all the subtleties they'll never bring to light

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In all of the memories we built, I still see her eyes full of guilt

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I know I burned away the chance to make this right