I
can't find myself in
all these lives I lead
Between your plans and theirs,
I'll make
my own excuses
'Cuz every smile and laugh
I fake
is more than useless
There's no going back now
I don't know if I'll call this place my home
I just can't figure out how
With friends like these, I'd ever feel alone
From the outside
looking in,
I'm sure of myself,
but under my skin
I'm just another mare
trying to fit in
I'm more of a shell than I ever have been
I can't relate to you,
my friends
the way that you want me
I'm sick of trying to
pretend
I'm more than I can be
There's no going back now
I never thought I'd call this place my home
I just can't figure out how
With friends like these, I'd ever feel alone
From the outside
looking in,
I'm sure of myself,
but under my skin
I'm just another mare
trying to fit in
I'm more of a shell than I ever have been
I made my
entrance
A ticking timebomb,
avoid me while you can
I keep my
distance
To separate these lives
the way I planned
IT FALLS APART
RIGHT HERE,
RIGHT NOW
I let go of an
empty promise
IT FALLS APART
RIGHT HERE,
RIGHT NOW
I'm not sure if
I can do this
Maybe I've been wrong
About the things I think I need
I'm still the same in all these lives I lead