Here is my song for Moondancer, inspired by Amending Fences. It took a long time, and I came close to losing it all when my computer crashed during a save. Luckily I had saved multiple versions, otherwise the whole project would have been destroyed. Sorry if the mixing is dodgy, I just moved into a new apartment and I'm getting used to making music in the new environment. That said, over 14 hours were put into this track.

I hope you enjoy it.

Art source: http://pastelmistress.deviantart.com/art/When-Will-Senpai-Notice-Me-544349402
Download: https://crystalslave.bandcamp.com/track/more-than-a-reflection

Instrumental version: https://www.dropbox.com/s/3tbmxu8p2ya6yr8/More%20than%20a%20Reflection%20Instrumental.mp3?dl=0

Lyrics:

I want to be more than a reflection
I always was so dull compared to the stars
I want to be more than your reflection
But it's hard to keep on shining when you aren't
Loved

Open the pages to this book, it's labeled the life and times of
An introspective introverted bookworm
When it came to knowledge she could never have enough
A pony who never really fit in no matter who she ever spent her time with
Mysterious as a hieroglyph, but it's no mystery why she didn't fit
Nopony ever seems to want to spend their time
With a unicorn who spends most her time in her mind
Meditatin' on rhymes, theorizin', multiplyin'
Even though she knows that her whole life is divided
By the same deep dark expertly-hidden struggle
Torn between havin' a good book to cuddle
And actually havin' friend that's true
In the night she'd whisper “just between me and you,”
“I'm lonely. And I don't believe
That when our group is hangin' that they wanna see me
I'm just a third wheel spinnin' on a cart that's broken
And my heart is broken, though it stays unspoken.
I'm terrified that when the daylight dies
Everyone will shy away, they don't want to stay
Who would ever really want to be with me?
I'm just a stupid nerd
And they would never love me.”

I could never begin to describe to you the pain
Of livin' every day believin' that I was the one to blame
Sittin' at the party like a fool, waitin' for the one who never came
Waitin' for the one I hoped would make me feel
A little less lame

I could walk forever up and down the empty hall
That represents the loneliness I felt when you all left me
I know I chose this, but I can change it just the same
Would I share my heart with the ones who caused me so much pain?
I forgive you, but forgive me if I'm scared
To open up my heart to you so you can heal what's there
The void that Twilight left behind years ago this day
I wanna believe it will be okay