WEBVTT Kind: captions Language: und 00:00:04.937 --> 00:00:06.939 line:0% hello everyone my name is Ethan 00:00:06.939 --> 00:00:08.741 line:0% Allen you're listening to all 00:00:08.741 --> 00:00:10.810 align:start position:0% line:0% cornering a spot gas 00:00:10.810 --> 00:00:13.512 align:start position:0% line:0% today's March 29, 2018 00:00:13.512 --> 00:00:15.314 line:0% and it all before actually go 00:00:15.314 --> 00:00:23.656 line:0% ahead and start moving over to 00:00:23.656 --> 00:00:25.558 line:0% the heading to work in the three 00:00:25.558 --> 00:00:27.560 size:84% position:42% line:0% years from now I decided to 00:00:27.560 --> 00:00:29.628 size:84% position:42% line:0% restrain using a summer you 00:00:29.628 --> 00:00:31.597 line:0% actually do like to check up on 00:00:31.597 --> 00:00:33.199 line:0% me and seeing how the money is 00:00:33.199 --> 00:00:35.634 align:start position:0% line:0% going 00:00:35.634 --> 00:00:37.603 line:0% as far as the scandal, is ranges 00:00:37.603 --> 00:00:39.138 line:0% fine, check the hamstring right 00:00:39.138 --> 00:00:41.541 align:start position:0% line:0% now 00:00:41.541 --> 00:00:43.576 size:84% position:42% line:0% in its riders per one final 00:00:43.576 --> 00:00:45.545 line:0% listeners and Irvine, the gory 00:00:45.545 --> 00:00:47.547 size:88% position:44% line:0% so I actually wanted to talk 00:00:47.547 --> 00:00:49.148 size:88% position:44% line:0% about my dream I have a sign 00:00:49.148 --> 00:00:51.584 align:start position:0% line:0% from 00:00:51.584 --> 00:00:53.619 line:0% those who do not know from my 00:00:53.619 --> 00:00:55.355 line:0% father passed away November last 00:00:55.355 --> 00:00:57.223 align:start position:0% line:0% year the inside 00:00:57.223 --> 00:01:01.594 align:start position:0% line:0% to 17 of 00:01:01.594 --> 00:01:03.596 line:0% and he passed away from as far 00:01:03.596 --> 00:01:05.631 line:0% as has been pull them aware of 00:01:05.631 --> 00:01:07.400 line:0% us are problems that could have 00:01:07.400 --> 00:01:09.602 align:start position:0% line:0% been prevented if 00:01:09.602 --> 00:01:11.570 line:0% proper people were around com 00:01:11.570 --> 00:01:13.238 line:0% her father was there with his 00:01:13.238 --> 00:01:15.474 align:start position:0% line:0% caretaker 00:01:15.474 --> 00:01:17.276 size:75% position:38% line:0% was unable to do our job 00:01:17.276 --> 00:01:19.645 align:start position:0% line:0% properly and 00:01:19.645 --> 00:01:21.213 line:0% there's been some bad blood from 00:01:21.213 --> 00:01:23.549 align:start position:0% line:0% as well 00:01:23.549 --> 00:01:25.384 size:88% position:44% line:0% anyway last night I actually 00:01:25.384 --> 00:01:27.553 align:start position:0% line:0% will have an idea 00:01:27.553 --> 00:01:29.288 size:81% position:41% line:0% to the region's cold sweat 00:01:29.288 --> 00:01:31.123 align:start position:0% line:0% practically 00:01:31.123 --> 00:01:33.592 align:start position:0% line:0% on 00:01:33.592 --> 00:01:35.327 line:0% noticing that my of my father 00:01:35.327 --> 00:01:37.596 align:start position:0% line:0% was an act of 00:01:37.596 --> 00:01:39.331 line:0% just smiling laughing hunting 00:01:39.331 --> 00:01:42.901 align:start position:0% line:0% areas of that 00:01:42.901 --> 00:01:44.904 size:81% position:41% line:0% mealy waking me up from my 00:01:44.904 --> 00:01:46.539 line:0% slumber and merely making me a 00:01:46.539 --> 00:01:48.941 align:start position:0% line:0% teardrop 00:01:48.941 --> 00:01:50.810 line:0% no one thing that something that 00:01:50.810 --> 00:01:56.515 align:start position:0% line:0% bugs me a lot about the 00:01:56.515 --> 00:01:58.551 line:0% , lost is that being a motion 00:01:58.551 --> 00:02:00.519 line:0% person I am I know that I'm not 00:02:00.519 --> 00:02:02.121 line:0% notice any time so that is to be 00:02:02.121 --> 00:02:04.790 align:start position:0% line:0% expected 00:02:04.790 --> 00:02:06.859 line:0% I am no African psychologist in 00:02:06.859 --> 00:02:08.394 line:0% any form but it's based on what 00:02:08.394 --> 00:02:15.835 align:start position:0% line:0% I am a 00:02:15.835 --> 00:02:17.703 line:0% I've known for all over all the 00:02:17.703 --> 00:02:19.738 line:0% years, listen, listen to other 00:02:19.738 --> 00:02:21.640 line:0% people talk about their loss and 00:02:21.640 --> 00:02:23.642 size:78% position:39% line:0% people will tell me their 00:02:23.642 --> 00:02:25.744 size:81% position:41% line:0% stories specially the only 00:02:25.744 --> 00:02:27.680 line:0% , when my father passed away at 00:02:27.680 --> 00:02:29.682 size:84% position:42% line:0% one time ago when they were 00:02:29.682 --> 00:02:31.717 size:84% position:42% line:0% surrounded do with it and I 00:02:31.717 --> 00:02:33.586 line:0% talked to them trying to give 00:02:33.586 --> 00:02:35.454 align:start position:0% line:0% the emotional support 00:02:35.454 --> 00:02:37.690 align:start position:0% line:0% granted I was 00:02:37.690 --> 00:02:39.425 size:88% position:44% line:0% just rewarded when my father 00:02:39.425 --> 00:02:42.728 align:start position:0% line:0% passed away 00:02:42.728 --> 00:02:44.663 line:0% because me and my father at work 00:02:44.663 --> 00:02:46.598 line:0% at odds special bill were as I 00:02:46.598 --> 00:02:48.600 size:78% position:39% line:0% work for him doing server 00:02:48.600 --> 00:02:52.438 size:78% position:39% line:0% management and everything 00:02:52.438 --> 00:02:54.273 line:0% now this client city does have 00:02:54.273 --> 00:02:56.242 line:0% unfairly manage on the hill and 00:02:56.242 --> 00:02:58.211 line:0% make sure thing rinses flying 00:02:58.211 --> 00:02:59.846 size:88% position:44% line:0% the idea now the sole and so 00:02:59.846 --> 00:03:02.181 align:start position:0% line:0% forth 00:03:02.181 --> 00:03:04.350 size:81% position:41% line:0% sell I am pretty sure that 00:03:04.350 --> 00:03:06.452 size:88% position:44% line:0% after all this is said and I 00:03:06.452 --> 00:03:08.053 line:0% know I'm still doing worth some 00:03:08.053 --> 00:03:10.422 align:start position:0% line:0% residual, 00:03:10.422 --> 00:03:12.424 line:0% grieving that will safely happen 00:03:12.424 --> 00:03:14.360 line:0% until contract with passed away 00:03:14.360 --> 00:03:16.061 size:84% position:42% line:0% and integrate thing to talk 00:03:16.061 --> 00:03:18.464 align:start position:0% line:0% about but 00:03:18.464 --> 00:03:20.199 line:0% honestly it's the only thing can 00:03:20.199 --> 00:03:22.401 align:start position:0% line:0% really think about 00:03:22.401 --> 00:03:24.137 line:0% the level that and something I 00:03:24.137 --> 00:03:25.905 align:start position:0% line:0% wanted to share 00:03:25.905 --> 00:03:30.976 align:start position:0% line:0% of 00:03:30.976 --> 00:03:32.912 line:0% specially been at the end of my 00:03:32.912 --> 00:03:34.947 line:0% vacation this was a loss and I 00:03:34.947 --> 00:03:36.916 line:0% really wanted, went back to work 00:03:36.916 --> 00:03:38.584 line:0% being white chopped down from 00:03:38.584 --> 00:03:42.355 align:start position:0% line:0% the string 00:03:42.355 --> 00:03:44.357 size:84% position:42% line:0% who once a nightmare once a 00:03:44.357 --> 00:03:46.125 size:88% position:44% line:0% great reminders and pleasant 00:03:46.125 --> 00:03:49.395 align:start position:0% line:0% terrain where 00:03:49.395 --> 00:03:51.463 size:88% position:44% line:0% my subconscious is siding to 00:03:51.463 --> 00:03:53.498 line:0% remind me of my father hoping 00:03:53.498 --> 00:03:55.500 line:0% that one of the NT is something 00:03:55.500 --> 00:03:57.236 line:0% deep deep in there that wants to 00:03:57.236 --> 00:03:59.505 align:start position:0% line:0% see him again and 00:03:59.505 --> 00:04:01.273 line:0% that's true I do wish to see my 00:04:01.273 --> 00:04:03.542 align:start position:0% line:0% Father Hancock, time 00:04:03.542 --> 00:04:05.077 line:0% but that's something that cannot 00:04:05.077 --> 00:04:09.949 align:start position:0% line:0% be done 00:04:09.949 --> 00:04:12.050 align:start position:0% line:0% there is no ability or 00:04:12.050 --> 00:04:14.119 size:81% position:41% line:0% technology that we have an 00:04:14.119 --> 00:04:15.787 line:0% agreement to get the than what 00:04:15.787 --> 00:04:18.023 align:start position:0% line:0% how are we 00:04:18.023 --> 00:04:20.158 size:75% position:38% line:0% able to wield such power 00:04:20.158 --> 00:04:21.727 line:0% as the ignorance of doing such a 00:04:21.727 --> 00:04:26.932 align:start position:0% line:0% thing 00:04:26.932 --> 00:04:28.901 line:0% as Havas Robert Klein corbel you 00:04:28.901 --> 00:04:30.770 size:84% position:42% line:0% for community being able to 00:04:30.770 --> 00:04:32.905 align:start position:0% line:0% resurrect the dead is 00:04:32.905 --> 00:04:34.907 line:0% especially for Canadian people 00:04:34.907 --> 00:04:36.642 line:0% that are unable to handle the 00:04:36.642 --> 00:04:38.511 align:start position:0% line:0% responsibility 00:04:38.511 --> 00:04:40.846 align:start position:0% line:0% would 00:04:40.846 --> 00:04:42.548 size:78% position:39% line:0% cause for a distraught in 00:04:42.548 --> 00:04:44.750 align:start position:0% line:0% distress 00:04:44.750 --> 00:04:46.952 align:start position:0% line:0% for everyone around 00:04:46.952 --> 00:04:48.921 line:0% the people of what it if it was 00:04:48.921 --> 00:04:50.856 line:0% a person acting for the right 00:04:50.856 --> 00:04:52.658 size:81% position:41% line:0% people and try to kill the 00:04:52.658 --> 00:04:54.960 align:start position:0% line:0% base honestly 00:04:54.960 --> 00:04:56.929 line:0% don't beat people up there and 00:04:56.929 --> 00:04:58.798 line:0% say only anyone can be revived 00:04:58.798 --> 00:05:00.966 align:start position:0% line:0% therefore killing of a 00:05:00.966 --> 00:05:02.735 line:0% death is meaningless when death 00:05:02.735 --> 00:05:10.576 align:start position:0% line:0% becomes meaningless 00:05:10.576 --> 00:05:12.478 line:0% we don't value line and the more 00:05:12.478 --> 00:05:14.480 line:0% we can reduce I do whatever we 00:05:14.480 --> 00:05:16.515 line:0% want the killing to one series 00:05:16.515 --> 00:05:18.451 line:0% of punishment for definitely my 00:05:18.451 --> 00:05:20.019 size:88% position:44% line:0% mind is still the punishment 00:05:20.019 --> 00:05:24.189 align:start position:0% line:0% of 00:05:24.189 --> 00:05:26.158 line:0% there and you get these death is 00:05:26.158 --> 00:05:28.160 line:0% boys could happen regardless of 00:05:28.160 --> 00:05:30.096 line:0% who you are special even if you 00:05:30.096 --> 00:05:32.164 size:88% position:44% line:0% are transcendental been that 00:05:32.164 --> 00:05:34.100 line:0% never came back and always 12 B 00:05:34.100 --> 00:05:36.135 size:88% position:44% line:0% and sooner or later you find 00:05:36.135 --> 00:05:37.836 line:0% that out of the resistance and 00:05:37.836 --> 00:05:40.072 align:start position:0% line:0% wanted to die 00:05:40.072 --> 00:05:42.007 size:88% position:44% line:0% than it would become more of 00:05:42.007 --> 00:05:44.109 align:start position:0% line:0% this week released then 00:05:44.109 --> 00:05:45.878 line:0% , back in a torment of the in 00:05:45.878 --> 00:05:48.113 align:start position:0% line:0% and approve the 00:05:48.113 --> 00:05:49.748 line:0% the end of your this is one of 00:05:49.748 --> 00:05:51.650 align:start position:0% line:0% the year 00:05:51.650 --> 00:06:00.793 align:start position:0% line:0% so 00:06:00.793 --> 00:06:02.862 line:0% I hate being a downer on to be 00:06:02.862 --> 00:06:04.797 line:0% honest and honestly I'm sorry if 00:06:04.797 --> 00:06:06.832 line:0% I really put down some of them 00:06:06.832 --> 00:06:08.768 line:0% in its favor talk about this, I 00:06:08.768 --> 00:06:10.569 size:88% position:44% line:0% apologize in advance because 00:06:10.569 --> 00:06:12.771 align:start position:0% line:0% believe me in this 00:06:12.771 --> 00:06:14.439 line:0% horrible view of stuff is its 00:06:14.439 --> 00:06:16.775 align:start position:0% line:0% IE cannot 00:06:16.775 --> 00:06:18.510 line:0% rule for the life and you want 00:06:18.510 --> 00:06:20.812 align:start position:0% line:0% anyone to one 00:06:20.812 --> 00:06:22.781 size:88% position:44% line:0% and that's that this is this 00:06:22.781 --> 00:06:24.750 line:0% could be considered only minor 00:06:24.750 --> 00:06:26.685 size:84% position:42% line:0% to some of the darker shade 00:06:26.685 --> 00:06:28.453 size:75% position:38% line:0% people have to deal with 00:06:28.453 --> 00:06:30.756 align:start position:0% line:0% specially 00:06:30.756 --> 00:06:32.824 size:84% position:42% line:0% those kids that got shot in 00:06:32.824 --> 00:06:34.826 line:0% their school, and all will run a 00:06:34.826 --> 00:06:36.628 line:0% it was an acceptable use to me a 00:06:36.628 --> 00:06:38.430 align:start position:0% line:0% psychological might 00:06:38.430 --> 00:06:42.134 align:start position:0% line:0% because 00:06:42.134 --> 00:06:44.103 size:88% position:44% line:0% those kids that have to deal 00:06:44.103 --> 00:06:46.105 line:0% with people saying that their 00:06:46.105 --> 00:06:47.707 line:0% chaos of actors and stuff like 00:06:47.707 --> 00:06:50.109 align:start position:0% line:0% that, 00:06:50.109 --> 00:06:52.144 line:0% of sided flight just jump into 00:06:52.144 --> 00:06:54.080 line:0% politics like this I would seem 00:06:54.080 --> 00:06:55.915 size:84% position:42% line:0% to do that all the time but 00:06:55.915 --> 00:06:58.316 align:start position:0% line:0% I can't justify 00:06:58.316 --> 00:07:00.185 line:0% of how do the things people say 00:07:00.185 --> 00:07:03.956 size:78% position:39% line:0% about people who suffered 00:07:03.956 --> 00:07:05.991 size:81% position:41% line:0% like people think that the 00:07:05.991 --> 00:07:07.659 line:0% holocaust been having it and I 00:07:07.659 --> 00:07:09.995 align:start position:0% line:0% find that 00:07:09.995 --> 00:07:12.030 line:0% infuriating my grandmother was 00:07:12.030 --> 00:07:17.136 line:0% was alive during those times and 00:07:17.136 --> 00:07:19.038 line:0% they happened and they happen 00:07:19.038 --> 00:07:21.173 align:start position:0% line:0% all the pretty clearly 00:07:21.173 --> 00:07:22.975 line:0% people were rounded up people 00:07:22.975 --> 00:07:24.743 align:start position:0% line:0% were put in camps 00:07:24.743 --> 00:07:27.212 align:start position:0% line:0% and 00:07:27.212 --> 00:07:28.914 line:0% her radius things happened a lot 00:07:28.914 --> 00:07:31.216 align:start position:0% line:0% of people died 00:07:31.216 --> 00:07:32.885 line:0% and when people tell me that all 00:07:32.885 --> 00:07:34.753 align:start position:0% line:0% was not true 00:07:34.753 --> 00:07:36.755 align:start position:0% line:0% art, 00:07:36.755 --> 00:07:42.194 align:start position:0% line:0% and 00:07:42.194 --> 00:07:44.063 line:0% it it sends me in so many for 00:07:44.063 --> 00:07:45.564 line:0% ways to anger, I'm pretty sure 00:07:45.564 --> 00:07:47.600 align:start position:0% line:0% that 00:07:47.600 --> 00:07:49.668 align:start position:0% line:0% I want 00:07:49.668 --> 00:07:51.536 align:start position:0% line:0% people to 00:07:51.536 --> 00:07:54.873 align:start position:0% line:0% move 00:07:54.873 --> 00:07:56.876 size:81% position:41% line:0% to the truth of the matter 00:07:56.876 --> 00:07:58.911 size:88% position:44% line:0% knowing that he actually did 00:07:58.911 --> 00:08:00.846 line:0% happen if people are trying to 00:08:00.846 --> 00:08:02.882 size:81% position:41% line:0% cross the scores knowledge 00:08:02.882 --> 00:08:04.884 size:88% position:44% line:0% in saying that although this 00:08:04.884 --> 00:08:06.919 size:88% position:44% line:0% happen when in actuality and 00:08:06.919 --> 00:08:08.954 line:0% people say let go of the Jews 00:08:08.954 --> 00:08:10.623 line:0% are better, and choose fair for 00:08:10.623 --> 00:08:12.892 align:start position:0% line:0% Kings water 00:08:12.892 --> 00:08:14.994 size:88% position:44% line:0% they got persecuted they got 00:08:14.994 --> 00:08:16.529 line:0% me thinking all one but they're 00:08:16.529 --> 00:08:18.764 align:start position:0% line:0% so bad 00:08:18.764 --> 00:08:20.866 align:start position:0% line:0% in a terse press the 00:08:20.866 --> 00:08:22.601 size:78% position:39% line:0% granted dealing with from 00:08:22.601 --> 00:08:26.705 align:start position:0% line:0% dreams and 00:08:26.705 --> 00:08:29.942 align:start position:0% line:0% and everything 00:08:29.942 --> 00:08:47.960 align:start position:0% line:0% hurts a lot 00:08:47.960 --> 00:08:50.062 size:88% position:44% line:0% I just really wanted to move 00:08:50.062 --> 00:08:52.030 line:0% forward from my father's death 00:08:52.030 --> 00:08:54.032 line:0% and not come back to it so much 00:08:54.032 --> 00:08:56.001 line:0% and the reason for talking about 00:08:56.001 --> 00:08:57.770 line:0% is that I do not have been out 00:08:57.770 --> 00:09:00.005 align:start position:0% line:0% for myself more so 00:09:00.005 --> 00:09:01.540 line:0% than do more damage than I would 00:09:01.540 --> 00:09:03.843 align:start position:0% line:0% have 00:09:03.843 --> 00:09:06.011 align:start position:0% line:0% I'm pretty sure that 00:09:06.011 --> 00:09:08.080 line:0% when I come back to it and talk 00:09:08.080 --> 00:09:10.015 line:0% about it to a friend's they're 00:09:10.015 --> 00:09:11.984 line:0% going to tell me what I need to 00:09:11.984 --> 00:09:14.019 line:0% hear and sometimes some of the 00:09:14.019 --> 00:09:15.688 line:0% wall and tell me that I need to 00:09:15.688 --> 00:09:17.556 align:start position:0% line:0% get over it 00:09:17.556 --> 00:09:19.992 align:start position:0% line:0% now 00:09:19.992 --> 00:09:21.994 line:0% is only and I think that that 00:09:21.994 --> 00:09:23.963 size:84% position:42% line:0% they're hardly anyone in my 00:09:23.963 --> 00:09:25.564 size:88% position:44% line:0% friend circle that would say 00:09:25.564 --> 00:09:28.000 align:start position:0% line:0% that 00:09:28.000 --> 00:09:30.035 line:0% , maybe the younger ones I no, 00:09:30.035 --> 00:09:32.003 line:0% out of ignorance would say some 00:09:32.003 --> 00:09:33.872 size:88% position:44% line:0% like that because they don't 00:09:33.872 --> 00:09:35.540 size:75% position:38% line:0% want me to feel this way 00:09:35.540 --> 00:09:38.009 align:start position:0% line:0% and 00:09:38.009 --> 00:09:39.945 line:0% I would not put against them is 00:09:39.945 --> 00:09:41.580 size:88% position:44% line:0% are trying to make them feel 00:09:41.580 --> 00:09:43.882 align:start position:0% line:0% better 00:09:43.882 --> 00:09:45.784 size:75% position:38% line:0% but that would infuriate 00:09:45.784 --> 00:09:47.753 align:start position:0% line:0% that would use of 00:09:47.753 --> 00:09:49.888 align:start position:0% line:0% because how much 00:09:49.888 --> 00:09:52.023 align:start position:0% line:0% investment of my my own 00:09:52.023 --> 00:09:53.959 line:0% psychological investment into a 00:09:53.959 --> 00:09:55.594 size:81% position:41% line:0% specially when it's my own 00:09:55.594 --> 00:09:58.029 align:start position:0% line:0% father 00:09:58.029 --> 00:09:59.898 line:0% is something that I don't take 00:09:59.898 --> 00:10:01.933 align:start position:0% line:0% lightly, I don't take 00:10:01.933 --> 00:10:03.936 size:78% position:39% line:0% up everything I have went 00:10:03.936 --> 00:10:07.239 size:84% position:42% line:0% everything I was pleased to 00:10:07.239 --> 00:10:09.008 align:start position:0% line:0% announce something that 00:10:09.008 --> 00:10:13.712 align:start position:0% line:0% still broken 00:10:13.712 --> 00:10:21.186 align:start position:0% line:0% record 00:10:21.186 --> 00:10:22.854 line:0% he would want so much more than 00:10:22.854 --> 00:10:31.530 align:start position:0% line:0% when I was 00:10:31.530 --> 00:10:33.432 line:0% the person who tried it on the 00:10:33.432 --> 00:10:35.334 line:0% Kajima my brother's ~ and that 00:10:35.334 --> 00:10:37.302 line:0% he wants me to live in a large 00:10:37.302 --> 00:10:38.970 line:0% and a much more than I do not 00:10:38.970 --> 00:10:40.972 align:start position:0% line:0% want to go 00:10:40.972 --> 00:10:43.341 align:start position:0% line:0% from which 00:10:43.341 --> 00:10:45.110 line:0% the classroom setting infuriates 00:10:45.110 --> 00:10:47.145 align:start position:0% line:0% me because of how 00:10:47.145 --> 00:10:49.314 align:start position:0% line:0% ineffective evidence 00:10:49.314 --> 00:10:51.316 line:0% how I would have to deal with 00:10:51.316 --> 00:10:53.351 line:0% death would I want to grow and 00:10:53.351 --> 00:10:55.387 line:0% expand because of my own merits 00:10:55.387 --> 00:10:56.888 line:0% on the grounds that I'm playing 00:10:56.888 --> 00:10:59.257 align:start position:0% line:0% this 00:10:59.257 --> 00:11:01.026 size:78% position:39% line:0% hard I am plane life very 00:11:01.026 --> 00:11:02.894 align:start position:0% line:0% differently 00:11:02.894 --> 00:11:05.263 align:start position:0% line:0% and 00:11:05.263 --> 00:11:07.332 size:81% position:41% line:0% if I make it then there is 00:11:07.332 --> 00:11:09.034 line:0% little excuse if people could 00:11:09.034 --> 00:11:11.370 align:start position:0% line:0% say however 00:11:11.370 --> 00:11:13.038 line:0% there's a lot of things that can 00:11:13.038 --> 00:11:21.346 align:start position:0% line:0% be said about 00:11:21.346 --> 00:11:23.282 line:0% how ineffectual that things are 00:11:23.282 --> 00:11:25.350 size:88% position:44% line:0% bad rented a lot of things I 00:11:25.350 --> 00:11:27.386 line:0% know now is from the good times 00:11:27.386 --> 00:11:29.288 line:0% I've been in school and that of 00:11:29.288 --> 00:11:31.290 size:84% position:42% line:0% the fundamentals are highly 00:11:31.290 --> 00:11:33.358 size:88% position:44% line:0% necessary to even be able to 00:11:33.358 --> 00:11:35.094 line:0% exist in the world in this will 00:11:35.094 --> 00:11:37.296 align:start position:0% line:0% that we're in 00:11:37.296 --> 00:11:39.398 size:88% position:44% line:0% a lot of things beyond those 00:11:39.398 --> 00:11:41.366 line:0% fundamentals I've learned atop 00:11:41.366 --> 00:11:43.235 line:0% myself with a lot of things was 00:11:43.235 --> 00:11:45.337 size:81% position:41% line:0% servers lot of things with 00:11:45.337 --> 00:11:47.239 line:0% computers I caught myself doing 00:11:47.239 --> 00:11:49.175 size:81% position:41% line:0% why why I went in find the 00:11:49.175 --> 00:11:51.343 align:start position:0% line:0% information on my own 00:11:51.343 --> 00:11:52.945 line:0% time and my own, curiosity to go 00:11:52.945 --> 00:11:54.880 align:start position:0% line:0% further 00:11:54.880 --> 00:11:56.849 align:start position:0% line:0% now 00:11:56.849 --> 00:11:58.851 align:start position:0% line:0% on 00:11:58.851 --> 00:12:01.253 align:start position:0% line:0% my 00:12:01.253 --> 00:12:03.055 size:78% position:39% line:0% arm motions of the matter 00:12:03.055 --> 00:12:05.324 align:start position:0% line:0% specially one 00:12:05.324 --> 00:12:07.293 line:0% I want to prove that I am more 00:12:07.293 --> 00:12:09.295 size:84% position:42% line:0% than what people think I am 00:12:09.295 --> 00:12:11.363 size:88% position:44% line:0% an ace only thing that I can 00:12:11.363 --> 00:12:12.965 line:0% only do that I need to do myself 00:12:12.965 --> 00:12:15.334 align:start position:0% line:0% granted 00:12:15.334 --> 00:12:17.302 line:0% if someone was to give me help 00:12:17.302 --> 00:12:19.237 line:0% and offer me a job or give me 00:12:19.237 --> 00:12:20.939 size:78% position:39% line:0% money and stuff like that 00:12:20.939 --> 00:12:23.175 align:start position:0% line:0% granted 00:12:23.175 --> 00:12:25.343 align:start position:0% line:0% and it may be becoming 00:12:25.343 --> 00:12:27.312 line:0% hypocritical Mason that's not 00:12:27.312 --> 00:12:29.047 line:0% saying that I would take that 00:12:29.047 --> 00:12:31.383 align:start position:0% line:0% which I would 00:12:31.383 --> 00:12:33.318 line:0% , but that doesn't stop me from 00:12:33.318 --> 00:12:35.187 line:0% going even further and beyond 00:12:35.187 --> 00:12:36.988 align:start position:0% line:0% what those assistance 00:12:36.988 --> 00:12:38.890 align:start position:0% line:0% I want to 00:12:38.890 --> 00:12:41.259 align:start position:0% line:0% work 00:12:41.259 --> 00:12:43.461 size:81% position:41% line:0% and believe me when people 00:12:43.461 --> 00:12:45.497 line:0% especially those who are hiring 00:12:45.497 --> 00:12:47.333 line:0% is so much dresses involved just 00:12:47.333 --> 00:13:00.912 align:start position:0% line:0% are the hiring process 00:13:00.912 --> 00:13:02.848 size:81% position:41% line:0% the money not only passing 00:13:02.848 --> 00:13:04.816 line:0% control the paperwork I've been 00:13:04.816 --> 00:13:06.752 line:0% in that situation where I had to 00:13:06.752 --> 00:13:08.787 size:84% position:42% line:0% make a decision for someone 00:13:08.787 --> 00:13:10.856 line:0% because they did know whom to 00:13:10.856 --> 00:13:12.791 line:0% hire and since I didn't live in 00:13:12.791 --> 00:13:14.826 line:0% the area they can just hire me 00:13:14.826 --> 00:13:16.762 line:0% and I would take their position 00:13:16.762 --> 00:13:18.597 size:88% position:44% line:0% of something that was pretty 00:13:18.597 --> 00:13:20.799 align:start position:0% line:0% just Manual labor 00:13:20.799 --> 00:13:22.801 line:0% and they just want to know so 00:13:22.801 --> 00:13:24.770 line:0% they can choose to get over it 00:13:24.770 --> 00:13:26.705 line:0% and not to do with the stress 00:13:26.705 --> 00:13:28.774 size:81% position:41% line:0% afterwards and I had to go 00:13:28.774 --> 00:13:30.809 line:0% through simple process of Tass 00:13:30.809 --> 00:13:32.545 line:0% and one that would would be good 00:13:32.545 --> 00:13:34.880 align:start position:0% line:0% you would not be 00:13:34.880 --> 00:13:36.815 line:0% and that's where the lead to the 00:13:36.815 --> 00:13:38.817 line:0% stream of thing that what can I 00:13:38.817 --> 00:13:40.352 line:0% take from this that will improve 00:13:40.352 --> 00:13:42.821 align:start position:0% line:0% the 00:13:42.821 --> 00:13:44.657 line:0% what can I do to learn from this 00:13:44.657 --> 00:13:46.825 align:start position:0% line:0% what can it do to make 00:13:46.825 --> 00:13:48.761 line:0% me stronger in the sense of not 00:13:48.761 --> 00:13:50.829 size:88% position:44% line:0% becoming did not know why am 00:13:50.829 --> 00:13:52.798 line:0% something this too was connected 00:13:52.798 --> 00:13:54.433 line:0% to his emotions ever since he 00:13:54.433 --> 00:13:56.802 align:start position:0% line:0% was born 00:13:56.802 --> 00:13:58.737 line:0% blood being able to go beyond 00:13:58.737 --> 00:14:00.805 size:88% position:44% line:0% that and learn something new 00:14:00.805 --> 00:14:02.440 line:0% about oneself specially where I 00:14:02.440 --> 00:14:04.776 align:start position:0% line:0% came from 00:14:04.776 --> 00:14:06.811 line:0% and my father is technically a 00:14:06.811 --> 00:14:08.647 line:0% foundation one for my new birth 00:14:08.647 --> 00:14:10.749 align:start position:0% line:0% mother my birth father 00:14:10.749 --> 00:14:12.751 size:84% position:42% line:0% of the center long time ago 00:14:12.751 --> 00:14:14.686 size:88% position:44% line:0% and my mother solicitous day 00:14:14.686 --> 00:14:16.521 align:start position:0% line:0% which are issued collar 00:14:16.521 --> 00:14:18.490 align:start position:0% line:0% IE does decide 00:14:18.490 --> 00:14:20.825 align:start position:0% line:0% to take this 00:14:20.825 --> 00:14:22.761 line:0% and embrace what I can from the 00:14:22.761 --> 00:14:24.829 size:88% position:44% line:0% situation in a China push it 00:14:24.829 --> 00:14:26.665 line:0% away because I'm worried that 00:14:26.665 --> 00:14:28.366 align:start position:0% line:0% would have an idea to 00:14:28.366 --> 00:14:30.802 align:start position:0% line:0% and 00:14:30.802 --> 00:14:32.804 line:0% if I keep hiding from it it's 00:14:32.804 --> 00:14:34.373 line:0% gonna make it easier for that to 00:14:34.373 --> 00:14:36.708 align:start position:0% line:0% happen 00:14:36.708 --> 00:14:38.777 align:start position:0% line:0% and that that's from my 00:14:38.777 --> 00:14:40.379 line:0% my experience how I understand 00:14:40.379 --> 00:14:42.814 align:start position:0% line:0% myself 00:14:42.814 --> 00:14:44.483 line:0% because over time I'm going to 00:14:44.483 --> 00:14:46.718 align:start position:0% line:0% see me like 00:14:46.718 --> 00:14:48.720 size:78% position:39% line:0% I learned something great 00:14:48.720 --> 00:14:50.689 size:81% position:41% line:0% from observing what I know 00:14:50.689 --> 00:14:52.824 align:start position:0% line:0% I learned from adapting 00:14:52.824 --> 00:14:54.793 line:0% in a signal of people should do 00:14:54.793 --> 00:14:56.595 line:0% but I can contribute 82 as far 00:14:56.595 --> 00:14:59.564 align:start position:0% line:0% as I possibly can 00:14:59.564 --> 00:15:01.300 line:0% within reason to try in learning 00:15:01.300 --> 00:15:03.235 size:88% position:44% line:0% more about myself and others 00:15:03.235 --> 00:15:05.336 align:start position:0% line:0% around me because I was 00:15:05.336 --> 00:15:07.105 line:0% so while I was very inefficient 00:15:07.105 --> 00:15:15.947 align:start position:0% line:0% and very childish 00:15:15.947 --> 00:15:18.016 line:0% there we unable to communicate 00:15:18.016 --> 00:15:20.018 line:0% and socialize with others I was 00:15:20.018 --> 00:15:27.792 line:0% a loner I was unable to it that 00:15:27.792 --> 00:15:29.761 line:0% but for most of all those years 00:15:29.761 --> 00:15:31.663 line:0% I was worried that I was so far 00:15:31.663 --> 00:15:33.765 size:81% position:41% line:0% behind fullback two greats 00:15:33.765 --> 00:15:35.667 line:0% before I decided that no longer 00:15:35.667 --> 00:15:37.268 size:78% position:39% line:0% go to high school anymore 00:15:37.268 --> 00:15:39.737 align:start position:0% line:0% that 00:15:39.737 --> 00:15:41.372 line:0% I would finally tried to pay it 00:15:41.372 --> 00:15:43.708 align:start position:0% line:0% might have 00:15:43.708 --> 00:15:45.477 line:0% played it would not be a very 00:15:45.477 --> 00:15:47.745 align:start position:0% line:0% easy one to make 00:15:47.745 --> 00:15:49.714 line:0% I had so much backtracking that 00:15:49.714 --> 00:15:51.316 line:0% to do even after leaving high 00:15:51.316 --> 00:15:53.618 align:start position:0% line:0% school 00:15:53.618 --> 00:15:55.753 size:75% position:38% line:0% that I was so far behind 00:15:55.753 --> 00:15:57.789 line:0% someone had to help me to find a 00:15:57.789 --> 00:16:02.094 line:0% job and when I didn't I loved it 00:16:02.094 --> 00:16:04.129 size:84% position:42% line:0% I still had a lot as a body 00:16:04.129 --> 00:16:06.098 line:0% problems that cause me to have 00:16:06.098 --> 00:16:08.066 size:84% position:42% line:0% so many issues even with my 00:16:08.066 --> 00:16:10.135 size:78% position:39% line:0% previous coup employer at 00:16:10.135 --> 00:16:12.070 size:84% position:42% line:0% McDonald's and then finally 00:16:12.070 --> 00:16:14.205 size:88% position:44% line:0% those fears still left me to 00:16:14.205 --> 00:16:16.007 line:0% this day even though I've gotten 00:16:16.007 --> 00:16:20.445 align:start position:0% line:0% money approved in check 00:16:20.445 --> 00:16:22.313 line:0% those people with Tommy so many 00:16:22.313 --> 00:16:24.415 size:81% position:41% line:0% things and I choose not to 00:16:24.415 --> 00:16:25.950 line:0% listen and I come back and think 00:16:25.950 --> 00:16:29.888 align:start position:0% line:0% the 00:16:29.888 --> 00:16:31.590 line:0% I wasn't really not listening if 00:16:31.590 --> 00:16:33.625 line:0% I can remember everything they 00:16:33.625 --> 00:16:35.561 line:0% said is I was just too stubborn 00:16:35.561 --> 00:16:37.563 size:84% position:42% line:0% to actually put into motion 00:16:37.563 --> 00:16:39.565 size:84% position:42% line:0% analysis to knew of a child 00:16:39.565 --> 00:16:51.709 size:84% position:42% line:0% I was too scared to grow up 00:16:51.709 --> 00:16:53.745 line:0% so I wanted to do so many things 00:16:53.745 --> 00:16:55.647 line:0% I wanted to be so great I wanted 00:16:55.647 --> 00:16:57.716 size:81% position:41% line:0% to repeal the stand on the 00:16:57.716 --> 00:16:59.751 line:0% topless cliff the tallest none 00:16:59.751 --> 00:17:01.420 line:0% and be able to proclaim with my 00:17:01.420 --> 00:17:03.655 align:start position:0% line:0% championship 00:17:03.655 --> 00:17:05.757 size:81% position:41% line:0% my coal mine triumphs over 00:17:05.757 --> 00:17:07.726 line:0% everything this stands in my way 00:17:07.726 --> 00:17:09.428 line:0% I want to be able to beat more 00:17:09.428 --> 00:17:11.763 align:start position:0% line:0% than what im 00:17:11.763 --> 00:17:13.732 line:0% I does not want to be some slick 00:17:13.732 --> 00:17:15.601 line:0% and high school dropout those 00:17:15.601 --> 00:17:17.402 align:start position:0% line:0% unable to go anywhere 00:17:17.402 --> 00:17:19.737 align:start position:0% line:0% but honestly 00:17:19.737 --> 00:17:21.239 line:0% a high school was only a part of 00:17:21.239 --> 00:17:23.741 align:start position:0% line:0% it 00:17:23.741 --> 00:17:25.510 line:0% I ultimately even after when you 00:17:25.510 --> 00:17:27.645 align:start position:0% line:0% leave high school 00:17:27.645 --> 00:17:29.314 size:81% position:41% line:0% you were in a new world my 00:17:29.314 --> 00:17:38.656 align:start position:0% line:0% friend 00:17:38.656 --> 00:17:40.726 line:0% and honestly regardless how easy 00:17:40.726 --> 00:17:42.661 line:0% you've got it is a lot of stuff 00:17:42.661 --> 00:17:44.696 line:0% you have to learn and you have 00:17:44.696 --> 00:17:46.598 line:0% to be quick on your feet because 00:17:46.598 --> 00:17:48.734 size:81% position:41% line:0% people will smack you down 00:17:48.734 --> 00:17:50.669 line:0% but there's people out there and 00:17:50.669 --> 00:17:52.637 line:0% if you find them they will be 00:17:52.637 --> 00:17:54.372 line:0% the ones that will be standing 00:17:54.372 --> 00:17:59.977 align:start position:0% line:0% next to insane 00:17:59.977 --> 00:18:01.913 line:0% demos that all rages the things 00:18:01.913 --> 00:18:03.949 size:78% position:39% line:0% to your enemies steady to 00:18:03.949 --> 00:18:05.951 size:88% position:44% line:0% speeding up at them for howl 00:18:05.951 --> 00:18:07.652 size:84% position:42% line:0% Luecke howled disrespectful 00:18:07.652 --> 00:18:09.988 align:start position:0% line:0% betray you 00:18:09.988 --> 00:18:11.990 line:0% were able to save this is not 00:18:11.990 --> 00:18:13.692 size:88% position:44% line:0% right you'll need to deserve 00:18:13.692 --> 00:18:16.027 align:start position:0% line:0% much better 00:18:16.027 --> 00:18:17.629 line:0% regardless of where position you 00:18:17.629 --> 00:18:19.998 align:start position:0% line:0% are and 00:18:19.998 --> 00:18:22.000 line:0% something strong and something 00:18:22.000 --> 00:18:23.969 line:0% unique and can only be granted 00:18:23.969 --> 00:18:25.670 size:88% position:44% line:0% at the grandeur of something 00:18:25.670 --> 00:18:27.972 align:start position:0% line:0% that you are 00:18:27.972 --> 00:18:30.007 line:0% by 17 of your experience that 00:18:30.007 --> 00:18:31.976 line:0% you experienced and perceive it 00:18:31.976 --> 00:18:33.644 line:0% in your life you learn if you 00:18:33.644 --> 00:18:36.080 align:start position:0% line:0% would that 00:18:36.080 --> 00:18:37.715 line:0% and that's something that I wish 00:18:37.715 --> 00:18:39.717 align:start position:0% line:0% to learn from 00:18:39.717 --> 00:18:41.786 align:start position:0% line:0% from my father 00:18:41.786 --> 00:18:53.431 align:start position:0% line:0% it was his lessons 00:18:53.431 --> 00:18:55.133 line:0% not only my from my mother from 00:18:55.133 --> 00:18:57.235 size:78% position:39% line:0% the mistakes they made by 00:18:57.235 --> 00:18:59.203 line:0% absurd, and I learned what I can 00:18:59.203 --> 00:19:01.205 line:0% do better this sooner or later I 00:19:01.205 --> 00:19:02.874 line:0% want to be a father I want to be 00:19:02.874 --> 00:19:05.143 align:start position:0% line:0% a better one 00:19:05.143 --> 00:19:06.978 size:88% position:44% line:0% or maybe as great or greater 00:19:06.978 --> 00:19:09.180 align:start position:0% line:0% than my own father 00:19:09.180 --> 00:19:11.215 size:88% position:44% line:0% granted there's mistakes you 00:19:11.215 --> 00:19:13.117 line:0% made the right question for all 00:19:13.117 --> 00:19:15.153 size:78% position:39% line:0% my life and they still do 00:19:15.153 --> 00:19:17.221 size:88% position:44% line:0% but what can I do about that 00:19:17.221 --> 00:19:19.023 line:0% other day in the pudding of what 00:19:19.023 --> 00:19:21.259 align:start position:0% line:0% I'm no into action 00:19:21.259 --> 00:19:23.227 line:0% and that's what I wanted to do 00:19:23.227 --> 00:19:24.896 line:0% thank you for listening to that 00:19:24.896 --> 00:19:27.198 align:start position:0% line:0% rent a room 00:19:27.198 --> 00:19:29.133 line:0% quite appreciate if you stick 00:19:29.133 --> 00:19:31.736 size:81% position:41% line:0% around for the whole thing 00:19:31.736 --> 00:19:33.672 line:0% of the many people watching the 00:19:33.672 --> 00:19:35.674 size:84% position:42% line:0% stream at the moment and if 00:19:35.674 --> 00:19:37.375 size:78% position:39% line:0% you're listening to this, 00:19:37.375 --> 00:19:39.411 align:start position:0% line:0% according 00:19:39.411 --> 00:19:48.120 align:start position:0% line:0% , thank you 00:19:48.120 --> 00:19:50.154 size:84% position:42% line:0% a few updates on to give up 00:19:50.154 --> 00:19:52.090 line:0% before and this from Idei watch 00:19:52.090 --> 00:19:54.192 size:88% position:44% line:0% a few episodes try to keep a 00:19:54.192 --> 00:19:56.160 line:0% backup I'm still back in season 00:19:56.160 --> 00:19:57.662 line:0% five idea to watch 67 and eight 00:19:57.662 --> 00:20:04.136 align:start position:0% line:0% , 00:20:04.136 --> 00:20:05.970 size:84% position:42% line:0% a demo fares and a 1906 and 00:20:05.970 --> 00:20:08.039 line:0% seven have not seen at all and 00:20:08.039 --> 00:20:09.974 line:0% if there's a lot of things that 00:20:09.974 --> 00:20:12.009 size:84% position:42% line:0% happened I haven't seen the 00:20:12.009 --> 00:20:13.911 line:0% reason, Starbuck, starlight, go 00:20:13.911 --> 00:20:15.646 size:78% position:39% line:0% into the situation of the 00:20:15.646 --> 00:20:17.982 align:start position:0% line:0% redemption 00:20:17.982 --> 00:20:20.051 size:88% position:44% line:0% I don't see that I know what 00:20:20.051 --> 00:20:22.086 line:0% happens but I just haven't seen 00:20:22.086 --> 00:20:23.921 line:0% it unfold and that's something I 00:20:23.921 --> 00:20:25.990 size:81% position:41% line:0% need a deal from as far as 00:20:25.990 --> 00:20:27.992 line:0% what has happened last of the 00:20:27.992 --> 00:20:29.927 line:0% day before is that I was going 00:20:29.927 --> 00:20:32.029 size:81% position:41% line:0% to stream actually did the 00:20:32.029 --> 00:20:33.564 line:0% stream or frame, which rose from 00:20:33.564 --> 00:20:37.735 align:start position:0% line:0% 312 00:20:37.735 --> 00:20:39.704 line:0% three film at work by textile we 00:20:39.704 --> 00:20:41.739 line:0% still have the setting for all 00:20:41.739 --> 00:20:43.708 line:0% our radius turned and the Serna 00:20:43.708 --> 00:20:45.743 line:0% playing tracheal, and recover 00:20:45.743 --> 00:20:47.512 line:0% its content, a radio bridge and 00:20:47.512 --> 00:20:49.714 align:start position:0% line:0% I will be playing 00:20:49.714 --> 00:20:51.716 line:0% on a Mac shooting of a planner 00:20:51.716 --> 00:20:53.351 line:0% age game on a local radio and 00:20:53.351 --> 00:20:55.720 align:start position:0% line:0% can't 00:20:55.720 --> 00:20:57.755 line:0% horribly frustrated from from 00:20:57.755 --> 00:20:59.657 line:0% some games that, when the two to 00:20:59.657 --> 00:21:01.693 size:78% position:39% line:0% watch her play themselves 00:21:01.693 --> 00:21:03.761 size:88% position:44% line:0% specially marked a buyer for 00:21:03.761 --> 00:21:05.730 line:0% instance us are planning another 00:21:05.730 --> 00:21:07.365 line:0% similar to the follies of get 00:21:07.365 --> 00:21:09.767 align:start position:0% line:0% over it 00:21:09.767 --> 00:21:11.703 line:0% there's no way in hell people 00:21:11.703 --> 00:21:13.705 line:0% are in a may keep when I came 00:21:13.705 --> 00:21:15.340 line:0% into the spot for me I have to 00:21:15.340 --> 00:21:17.742 align:start position:0% line:0% play it 00:21:17.742 --> 00:21:19.344 line:0% that can add down nests that the 00:21:19.344 --> 00:21:21.279 align:start position:0% line:0% keyless 00:21:21.279 --> 00:21:23.748 align:start position:0% line:0% but 00:21:23.748 --> 00:21:25.750 line:0% at this means I know what I need 00:21:25.750 --> 00:21:27.252 line:0% a plane to get myself infuriated 00:21:27.252 --> 00:21:33.658 align:start position:0% line:0% on 00:21:33.658 --> 00:21:35.593 line:0% for those who want to know where 00:21:35.593 --> 00:21:37.628 line:0% our network and working well, 00:21:37.628 --> 00:21:39.564 line:0% did well as you know it's like 00:21:39.564 --> 00:21:41.599 size:84% position:42% line:0% they are secondhand, thrift 00:21:41.599 --> 00:21:43.634 line:0% store kind of thing they take 00:21:43.634 --> 00:21:45.537 line:0% their nations, if you and us to 00:21:45.537 --> 00:21:47.539 size:88% position:44% line:0% most likely run into a 1211: 00:21:47.539 --> 00:21:49.407 size:84% position:42% line:0% in some way because as many 00:21:49.407 --> 00:21:51.309 align:start position:0% line:0% different corporate 00:21:51.309 --> 00:21:53.578 align:start position:0% line:0% , corporate to 00:21:53.578 --> 00:21:55.580 line:0% groups in different parts the 00:21:55.580 --> 00:21:57.182 line:0% world and I work and one of an 00:21:57.182 --> 00:21:59.551 align:start position:0% line:0% Orinda 00:21:59.551 --> 00:22:01.619 size:75% position:38% line:0% and we're all of you and 00:22:01.619 --> 00:22:03.521 line:0% "be aware that we'd say people 00:22:03.521 --> 00:22:05.256 size:81% position:41% line:0% industries of the Columbia 00:22:05.256 --> 00:22:07.592 align:start position:0% line:0% Willamette 00:22:07.592 --> 00:22:09.627 line:0% dressing up five times fast on 00:22:09.627 --> 00:22:11.563 line:0% my work there is actually become 00:22:11.563 --> 00:22:16.100 size:84% position:42% line:0% another interesting because 00:22:16.100 --> 00:22:17.836 line:0% I was told by one specialist for 00:22:17.836 --> 00:22:19.870 size:88% position:44% line:0% my feet because and constant 00:22:19.870 --> 00:22:21.839 line:0% flow and what to do any further 00:22:21.839 --> 00:22:23.774 line:0% from their cell on thing about 00:22:23.774 --> 00:22:25.776 size:78% position:39% line:0% trying to seek other work 00:22:25.776 --> 00:22:27.912 size:81% position:41% line:0% without warning for buying 00:22:27.912 --> 00:22:29.480 line:0% store Manager Kam that I don't 00:22:29.480 --> 00:22:31.816 align:start position:0% line:0% wanna do 00:22:31.816 --> 00:22:33.818 size:88% position:44% line:0% but only way many of the two 00:22:33.818 --> 00:22:35.786 size:88% position:44% line:0% weaknesses if I have another 00:22:35.786 --> 00:22:37.855 size:81% position:41% line:0% implement the Caribbean of 00:22:37.855 --> 00:22:39.523 line:0% places can reduce my work, one 00:22:39.523 --> 00:22:46.197 align:start position:0% line:0% on my feet 00:22:46.197 --> 00:22:48.299 size:81% position:41% line:0% , preferably best job or a 00:22:48.299 --> 00:22:50.301 line:0% minor, warehouse job that pays a 00:22:50.301 --> 00:22:52.303 line:0% lot more than a work less powers 00:22:52.303 --> 00:22:54.271 line:0% meaning that I'd be on my feet 00:22:54.271 --> 00:22:56.240 line:0% for alas that would normally be 00:22:56.240 --> 00:22:58.009 line:0% and possibly do more paperwork 00:22:58.009 --> 00:23:00.244 align:start position:0% line:0% because of your 00:23:00.244 --> 00:23:02.179 line:0% own hole to be a vigil at the 00:23:02.179 --> 00:23:04.215 size:78% position:39% line:0% manager position at a job 00:23:04.215 --> 00:23:06.150 size:78% position:39% line:0% because I'm actually very 00:23:06.150 --> 00:23:07.985 size:75% position:38% line:0% freezing, efficient with 00:23:07.985 --> 00:23:09.820 align:start position:0% line:0% micromanaging 00:23:09.820 --> 00:23:12.289 align:start position:0% line:0% and 00:23:12.289 --> 00:23:14.191 line:0% bits, interesting because I keep 00:23:14.191 --> 00:23:16.260 size:78% position:39% line:0% on try to stop myself are 00:23:16.260 --> 00:23:18.295 line:0% micromanaging because Tenneco 00:23:18.295 --> 00:23:20.197 line:0% and honest lead were supervisor 00:23:20.197 --> 00:23:22.266 size:81% position:41% line:0% working there but everyone 00:23:22.266 --> 00:23:24.268 line:0% missed lay-up gave us do that, 00:23:24.268 --> 00:23:26.004 line:0% you can be more fishing here, 00:23:26.004 --> 00:23:29.341 align:start position:0% line:0% nor fishing here 00:23:29.341 --> 00:23:31.175 size:84% position:42% line:0% and sometimes I just bought 00:23:31.175 --> 00:23:33.144 line:0% myself over the place where we 00:23:33.144 --> 00:23:35.212 size:88% position:44% line:0% needed the most like all the 00:23:35.212 --> 00:23:37.214 line:0% small stuff that insecurity need 00:23:37.214 --> 00:23:39.283 line:0% to stop and you are usually one 00:23:39.283 --> 00:23:41.185 line:0% tries to do it so we're on track 00:23:41.185 --> 00:23:43.220 size:81% position:41% line:0% and we don't overwhelm the 00:23:43.220 --> 00:23:45.189 line:0% specific areas specialist summer 00:23:45.189 --> 00:23:47.191 size:88% position:44% line:0% coming up is coming. They're 00:23:47.191 --> 00:23:49.226 line:0% so that is something else and 00:23:49.226 --> 00:23:51.162 line:0% run with fortunes that run from 00:23:51.162 --> 00:23:53.230 size:88% position:44% line:0% a job com DJ in a small site 00:23:53.230 --> 00:23:55.132 line:0% than I can happen with me, even 00:23:55.132 --> 00:23:56.867 size:78% position:39% line:0% though I do have a studio 00:23:56.867 --> 00:23:59.170 align:start position:0% line:0% microphone 00:23:59.170 --> 00:24:01.072 line:0% separates quality but you can 00:24:01.072 --> 00:24:03.174 size:75% position:38% line:0% hear me the sole time so 00:24:03.174 --> 00:24:05.143 line:0% possibly you like it a quality 00:24:05.143 --> 00:24:07.111 size:88% position:44% line:0% is less few pockets and then 00:24:07.111 --> 00:24:08.746 size:81% position:41% line:0% recipients because of that 00:24:08.746 --> 00:24:11.149 align:start position:0% line:0% from 00:24:11.149 --> 00:24:13.251 size:88% position:44% line:0% so far all of the radio this 00:24:13.251 --> 00:24:15.019 line:0% growth we've done by the time of 00:24:15.019 --> 00:24:17.121 align:start position:0% line:0% extra views recently 00:24:17.121 --> 00:24:19.223 align:start position:0% line:0% , we don't really have 00:24:19.223 --> 00:24:21.159 line:0% subscribers from an order to get 00:24:21.159 --> 00:24:23.161 size:88% position:44% line:0% motivation in me so happy to 00:24:23.161 --> 00:24:25.196 size:81% position:41% line:0% 1000 strivers so if you're 00:24:25.196 --> 00:24:27.198 line:0% listening and you join this we 00:24:27.198 --> 00:24:29.200 line:0% subscribe, you got to like it 00:24:29.200 --> 00:24:31.202 line:0% run that sent to you on Friday 00:24:31.202 --> 00:24:33.138 line:0% the way you continually like but 00:24:33.138 --> 00:24:35.173 size:84% position:42% line:0% if you like listening to me 00:24:35.173 --> 00:24:37.175 line:0% right on the new site say that 00:24:37.175 --> 00:24:38.944 line:0% if you sell it and some money 00:24:38.944 --> 00:24:40.712 align:start position:0% line:0% and sent to you 00:24:40.712 --> 00:24:43.214 align:start position:0% line:0% on 00:24:43.214 --> 00:24:45.150 line:0% Syria are not that far away, to 00:24:45.150 --> 00:24:46.818 size:88% position:44% line:0% be honest way this a channel 00:24:46.818 --> 00:24:52.824 align:start position:0% line:0% only has 00:24:52.824 --> 00:24:54.959 align:start position:0% line:0% as are we need 325 more 00:24:54.959 --> 00:24:56.895 line:0% subscribers for all. The markets 00:24:56.895 --> 00:24:58.930 size:84% position:42% line:0% which is not bad because we 00:24:58.930 --> 00:25:00.832 line:0% actually have in a row of two 00:25:00.832 --> 00:25:02.967 size:75% position:38% line:0% subscribers last 20 days 00:25:02.967 --> 00:25:04.602 line:0% that could be better but are you 00:25:04.602 --> 00:25:14.779 align:start position:0% line:0% can increase 00:25:14.779 --> 00:25:16.714 size:78% position:39% line:0% run specially recently or 00:25:16.714 --> 00:25:18.649 line:0% watched I'm greatly increase and 00:25:18.649 --> 00:25:20.684 line:0% honestly and begins more rage 00:25:20.684 --> 00:25:22.653 line:0% cost of the special no rating as 00:25:22.653 --> 00:25:24.655 line:0% I like to know range only been 00:25:24.655 --> 00:25:26.657 line:0% very very angry, and to bring 00:25:26.657 --> 00:25:28.692 size:88% position:44% line:0% action, isn't it the largest 00:25:28.692 --> 00:25:30.661 line:0% rest of the especially abundant 00:25:30.661 --> 00:25:32.696 line:0% rain view sent to do about the 00:25:32.696 --> 00:25:34.465 line:0% workers on his breaking ball out 00:25:34.465 --> 00:25:36.367 align:start position:0% line:0% when a woman in a 00:25:36.367 --> 00:25:38.169 align:start position:0% line:0% relaxed way 00:25:38.169 --> 00:25:47.245 align:start position:0% line:0% so 00:25:47.245 --> 00:25:49.046 line:0% on thank you all for listening 00:25:49.046 --> 00:25:51.081 line:0% in this broadcast, for review 00:25:51.081 --> 00:25:53.017 line:0% and soon a boss in the next few 00:25:53.017 --> 00:25:55.085 size:84% position:42% line:0% days of memory is a regular 00:25:55.085 --> 00:25:56.754 line:0% thing because I currently have a 00:25:56.754 --> 00:25:59.089 align:start position:0% line:0% position and 00:25:59.089 --> 00:26:00.925 line:0% mentioned are comfortable to do 00:26:00.925 --> 00:26:03.127 align:start position:0% line:0% strange more often on 00:26:03.127 --> 00:26:05.062 line:0% for those who are worried don't 00:26:05.062 --> 00:26:06.997 size:81% position:41% line:0% being com I actually don't 00:26:06.997 --> 00:26:08.799 size:81% position:41% line:0% , I actually this is how I 00:26:08.799 --> 00:26:10.801 align:start position:0% line:0% manage my own 00:26:10.801 --> 00:26:16.975 align:start position:0% line:0% , motions and 00:26:16.975 --> 00:26:18.910 size:88% position:44% line:0% get myself out of depression 00:26:18.910 --> 00:26:21.078 align:start position:0% line:0% because I've always 00:26:21.078 --> 00:26:23.014 line:0% announcements of railing sell it 00:26:23.014 --> 00:26:25.082 size:88% position:44% line:0% to worry about than to worry 00:26:25.082 --> 00:26:27.051 line:0% about it, not that bad, usually 00:26:27.051 --> 00:26:29.020 line:0% when I get that I will I will 00:26:29.020 --> 00:26:30.688 size:88% position:44% line:0% contact the necessary people 00:26:30.688 --> 00:26:33.090 align:start position:0% line:0% tell me 00:26:33.090 --> 00:26:34.826 line:0% but I do appreciate your concern 00:26:34.826 --> 00:26:37.061 align:start position:0% line:0% if you have any 00:26:37.061 --> 00:26:39.063 line:0% com you can now be the common 00:26:39.063 --> 00:26:41.065 line:0% talk about, and the situation 00:26:41.065 --> 00:26:43.100 line:0% you go with any family members 00:26:43.100 --> 00:26:44.669 line:0% that have passed away there are 00:26:44.669 --> 00:26:47.071 align:start position:0% line:0% close to 00:26:47.071 --> 00:26:48.807 line:0% I do like to know your story and 00:26:48.807 --> 00:26:50.975 align:start position:0% line:0% possibly able to 00:26:50.975 --> 00:26:52.708 size:81% position:41% line:0% a comment on anything that