Rumours of my demise have been greatly exaggerated.

Keep reading this if you want to know all about my boring life details.

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So if you're reading this, you're probably wondering what happened to me.

I never thought I'd make it through 2015 alive, but... here I am. It's been rough. I'm suicidal just about every day, wondering if each day will be my last. The only reason I'm still alive is because I'm used to feeling this horrible, indescribable mental torment and pain every day, so it doesn't hurt me nearly as much as it usually does. To quote a Doctor Who episode:

"When I close my eyes... I hear more screams than anyone could ever be able to count. And do you know what you do with all that pain? Shall I tell you where you put it? You hold it tight... till it burns your hand. And you say this -- no one else will ever have to live like this. No one else will ever have to feel this pain. Not on my watch."

I want all of you to know that I've been coping. I want to thank you all for the support lately. I've read all of your comments, and they really mean a lot to me. I appreciate all of them. And a special Thank You to everyone who made the worst year of my entire life a little more bearable. You know who you are. I love you. All of you. Thank you.

I've been wanting to do this PMV series for a long time. I have loads of other video ideas as well - I've just had incredibly low motivation, for... fairly obvious reasons. I suddenly got incredibly motivated on December 31st (mood swings amirite), so I've been working endlessly since then to have this video finished and uploaded in time for the New Year. I'm already cutting it close, but hopefully I'm not too late.

This series will include songs that are a part of an album that someone named FlightTune showed me some time back in 2014. I related to them a lot, and I even had a dream about one of the songs after the first time I heard it. Here's a link to the album, and the songs I'll hopefully be doing:

http://4everfreebrony.bandcamp.com/album/the-pink-side-of-the-moon

1. Without Me
2. Here On The Moon
3. Galactic Getaway
4. Reality
5. Still On The Moon
6. Message From Home
7. Bluer Skies
8. Ten Hundred Miles

But here's the catch: The series won't be finished until I beat my depression. This is because I have something extra special planned for the final PMV in the series. I don't know when I'll finish it. I don't even know when I'll start it.

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Music used: "Pinkie, Where Did You Go?" By MandoPony: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2n0X6xZGK0

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I guess that covers everything. At least, everything I can think of right now. Don't worry about me. I'll be fine. I made a promise to someone, and I'm keeping it.

Oh, and by the way, the only reason that my name is still "worthless" is because Google Plus is stupid and won't let me change it back. I kind of didn't want to bother with this until it let me change my name back.

I'm sorry.