There is a comment down there somewhere which should explain some things of what was going on with this songs comments or earlier youtube version - go find it! No I don't know why I didn't just write it here...

Basically, this song is about how I've felt recently - My foundation of mental health is falling apart somewhat, and I have no idea why... I'm doing my best right now to find new material or to better what I already have.
^-^b