So this last month was FAWM, or February Album Writing Month, and this was one of the songs that I finished.

It was written from a really heart-wrenching place that I know all too well, but Puffy -- who did the art -- told me it was a song about Rainbow Dash and Gilda, and I think it fits pretty well.

Puffysmosh did this amazing art! Go check her out
http://puffysmosh.deviantart.com

Free DL:
https://soundcloud.com/joshua-levitre/maybe-thats-just-what-i-need
Support me DL:
https://joshlevitre.bandcamp.com/track/maybe-thats-just-what-i-need


Lyrics:

All my things in boxes
All my feelings on my sleeve
I think I might throw up
because I know it’s time to leave
I didn’t wanna go like this
But if you’re gonna put up your fists
Then I’ll be gone, I’ll be long gone


But maybe that’s just what I need
Maybe I just need time to bleed
Cuz I been stuck in circles not quite sure just what I should believe
And now you’re forcing me to change
You’ve kicked me out. I’m on my face
but maybe that’s just what i need
maybe that’s just what I need


I know I’ve felt alone before,
but it never felt like this
It’s like I’m missing something
but there’s nothing there to miss
I’m also scared as hell, you know
But I guess I gotta go
and I’m gone, yeah, I’m long gone


But maybe that’s just what I need
Maybe I just need time to bleed
Cuz I been stuck in circles not quite sure just what I should believe
And now you’re forcing me to change
You’ve kicked me out. I’m on my face
but maybe that’s just what i need
maybe that’s just what I need


See, I’ve been tired of being torn in two
by choosing my heart or choosing you
but it seems like my decision’s made
the pound of flesh is finally paid
and someday I’ll be fine
and I’ll do it on my dime


Cuz maybe that’s just what I need
Maybe I just need time to bleed
Oh, I been stuck in circles not quite sure just what I should believe
And now you’re forcing me to change
You’ve kicked me out. I’m on my face
but maybe that’s just what i need
maybe that’s just what I need

Yeah, maybe that’s just what I need
Maybe I just need time to bleed
Cuz I been stuck in circles not quite sure just what I should believe
And now you’re forcing me to change
You’ve kicked me out. I’m on my face
but maybe that’s just what i need
maybe that’s just what I need



Thanks for coming :) If you want to see me write and record songs like this, then come watch me stream on https://picarto.tv/LunaJax
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