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- [Voiceover] No one that
knows me would ever guess

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I get paid to do amateur porn.

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They all think I'm so proper and ladylike.

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- [Voiceover] I'm glad I
don't work in porn anymore.

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I'm so disgusted with myself

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and I don't ever want to be
reminded of what I have done.

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- [Voiceover] I've been in 10
amateur lesbian porn videos

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to pay for college.

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I don't regret it at all.

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- [Voiceover] I worked
in the porn industry

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and now all I want to do
is watch people have sex.

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- [Voiceover] I have no
idea what to tell my family

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when they ask me what my career is.

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I'm a porn star and there's
no way I can open up about it.

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- [Voiceover] I work in porn and I love it

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because I can live out my sexual fantasies

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in a safe, controlled space.

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- [Voiceover] I am a porn star.

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I hate my life and that sex
isn't special to me anymore.

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The industry ruined me and my life.

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- [Voiceover] Being a
porn star is interesting.

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I have hundreds of guys
professing their love everyday.

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I'm pretty sure if they really knew me,

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they wouldn't say it.

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- [Voiceover] I am one
of the least important

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people in the industry,

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like fetching coffee and stuff.

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But I still get to say I work in porn

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and guys just eat it up without question.

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- [Voiceover] I'm a porn star,

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but don't know how to
tell my new girlfriend.

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I'm afraid I might scare her away.

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- [Voiceover] I distanced myself

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from all my family and friends

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because I'm too embarrassed to tell them

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that I'm a porn star.

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- [Voiceover] I'm a porn star
and can't help but wonder

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how many people I pass on the street

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have seen me naked.

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- [Voiceover] Working in porn gave me

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a greater sense of self and
higher standards of men.