WEBVTT Kind: captions Language: en 00:00:00.307 --> 00:00:02.025 - Nowadays, I smoke about a pack a month. 00:00:02.025 --> 00:00:03.023 - I smoke two packs a day. 00:00:03.023 --> 00:00:04.440 - If I'm working both jobs in the same day, 00:00:04.440 --> 00:00:06.645 then it can be like three or four. 00:00:06.645 --> 00:00:09.403 If I'm drinking, then like five or six. 00:00:14.726 --> 00:00:17.117 - Been smoking since I was probably fifteen? 00:00:17.117 --> 00:00:18.789 - I started smoking because I was in a play. 00:00:18.789 --> 00:00:21.134 My excuse was method acting, but deep down 00:00:21.134 --> 00:00:23.131 I really wanted to just try smoking cigarettes. 00:00:23.131 --> 00:00:25.894 - I went to college and started drinking 00:00:25.894 --> 00:00:27.844 and just had an occasional cigarette 00:00:27.844 --> 00:00:30.672 while drinking and it took me here. 00:00:40.940 --> 00:00:42.612 - I know smoking's bad for me. 00:00:42.612 --> 00:00:44.005 It's probably something that I 00:00:44.005 --> 00:00:46.304 want to quit eventually but it's 00:00:46.304 --> 00:00:47.813 a lot easier said than done. 00:00:47.813 --> 00:00:51.133 - [Meredith] I've quit for, a few times, a couple weeks tops 00:00:51.133 --> 00:00:53.200 and then end up just buying a pack again. 00:00:53.200 --> 00:00:54.662 - [Edd] I hope to get scared out of 00:00:54.662 --> 00:00:56.775 smoking cigarettes anymore, and finally 00:00:56.775 --> 00:00:58.076 be able to fully quit. 00:00:58.076 --> 00:00:59.190 - [Meredith] I'm upset with myself 00:00:59.190 --> 00:01:00.746 that I have decided to pick up this habit 00:01:00.746 --> 00:01:02.046 and hopefully seeing the physical 00:01:02.046 --> 00:01:04.182 changes to my face, it'll help me 00:01:04.182 --> 00:01:07.317 make a positive choice in my life to quit smoking. 00:01:07.317 --> 00:01:08.571 - I don't think it'll change my mind, 00:01:08.571 --> 00:01:12.164 but it's worth giving it a shot. 00:01:15.885 --> 00:01:17.226 (sigh) 00:01:18.323 --> 00:01:20.291 - Aww! 00:01:20.505 --> 00:01:22.456 - Oh my god. 00:01:22.456 --> 00:01:25.985 - Oh shit, oh wow, ahh. 00:01:25.985 --> 00:01:27.982 - I'm so old. 00:01:27.982 --> 00:01:29.909 - The craziest part about it is it doesn't look like 00:01:29.909 --> 00:01:32.625 I have makeup on, it just looks like I'm an old man. 00:01:32.625 --> 00:01:35.522 - Ah, that's awful. 00:01:36.457 --> 00:01:37.896 - [Meredith] Lines around the lips will make 00:01:37.896 --> 00:01:40.607 my lipstick bleed, and I do like to wear lipstick. 00:01:40.613 --> 00:01:42.911 - [Edd] The looseness of the skin gives it 00:01:42.911 --> 00:01:46.366 a very almost frail texture. 00:01:46.673 --> 00:01:49.366 - [Michael] Well my teeth are absolutely disgusting 00:01:49.366 --> 00:01:53.842 and I'm kind of taken back, it's pretty bizarre. 00:01:53.894 --> 00:01:55.496 - If this is what my outside appearance 00:01:55.496 --> 00:01:57.609 looks like, just from smoking cigarettes, 00:01:57.609 --> 00:02:00.883 then I cannot even imagine what my insides look like. 00:02:00.883 --> 00:02:02.578 - It's kinda depressing, I just, I feel 00:02:02.578 --> 00:02:04.250 like I'm an old man. 00:02:04.250 --> 00:02:06.595 - After this experience, I definitely 00:02:06.595 --> 00:02:09.822 want to cut cigarettes out of my life completely. 00:02:09.822 --> 00:02:11.564 - I don't want to continue smoking. 00:02:11.564 --> 00:02:16.564 - I'm going to reconsider smoking less or quitting. 00:02:16.881 --> 00:02:18.088 - Try to make sure that my body 00:02:18.088 --> 00:02:20.782 ages naturally and not super-advanced 00:02:20.782 --> 00:02:22.175 like this process shows. 00:02:22.175 --> 00:02:23.800 - A lot of people say they only smoke 00:02:23.800 --> 00:02:25.518 when they're drinking alcohol, and 00:02:25.518 --> 00:02:27.771 that's exactly how I started doing it. 00:02:27.771 --> 00:02:30.394 It can turn into a habit that you do every day. 00:02:30.394 --> 00:02:31.950 - I still kind of really want a cigarette, 00:02:31.950 --> 00:02:34.876 which is how upsetting of a hold 00:02:34.876 --> 00:02:36.687 cigarettes can have on your life. 00:02:36.687 --> 00:02:38.446 - It's not worth it.