WEBVTT Kind: captions Language: en 00:00:00.288 --> 00:00:02.157 - (Laughs) Have I ever done any modeling? 00:00:02.157 --> 00:00:04.574 (laughs) No. 00:00:05.966 --> 00:00:08.374 I'm a little nervous about this photo shoot. 00:00:08.374 --> 00:00:11.838 I don't do anything really, like, focused on myself, 00:00:11.838 --> 00:00:15.564 so the fact that it's going to be about me is a little... 00:00:15.564 --> 00:00:16.624 - I'm excited. 00:00:16.624 --> 00:00:18.602 I get to pose with an animal. 00:00:18.602 --> 00:00:20.859 - I don't know how I'm about to take off my clothes 00:00:20.859 --> 00:00:24.478 for the camera right now, but here we go. 00:00:24.478 --> 00:00:29.257 - I expect this experience to be a little uncomfortable. 00:00:29.257 --> 00:00:32.798 Having somebody do your hair and makeup, and then 00:00:32.798 --> 00:00:34.971 I have no idea, just fashion-wise, 00:00:34.971 --> 00:00:36.614 what I'm going to look like. 00:00:36.614 --> 00:00:37.637 - I'm excited. 00:00:37.637 --> 00:00:38.483 I'm excited. 00:00:38.483 --> 00:00:43.127 I am an Instagram model in my head, so I'm ready. 00:00:43.127 --> 00:00:44.908 And, you know, I love me some Beyonce, 00:00:44.908 --> 00:00:48.862 so I'm ready to tap into that part of me. 00:00:48.862 --> 00:00:50.953 - My usual makeup routine is done in my car. 00:00:50.953 --> 00:00:52.650 I drop my son off at school, and then 00:00:52.650 --> 00:00:55.236 I head to work and do my makeup at the stoplights. 00:00:55.236 --> 00:00:56.889 - Since I got pregnant, it's a lot more minimal 00:00:56.889 --> 00:00:58.258 than it used to be. 00:00:58.258 --> 00:01:01.057 I've been dealing with a lot of pregnancy rosacea. 00:01:01.057 --> 00:01:03.418 Every time I put sunscreen on, it makes my face freak out. 00:01:03.418 --> 00:01:07.851 Rashes on my face and just a ton of weird stuff going on. 00:01:07.851 --> 00:01:09.593 - During the day, if I'm at home, 00:01:09.593 --> 00:01:14.253 splash water on my face, and ponytail or whatever up. 00:01:14.253 --> 00:01:15.086 Oh, God. 00:01:15.086 --> 00:01:17.300 Every time a celebrity has a baby and I look at them 00:01:17.300 --> 00:01:18.839 afterwards, I'm like, "No. 00:01:18.839 --> 00:01:20.756 "Mm-mm, no no no no no. 00:01:21.811 --> 00:01:23.054 "It's impossible." 00:01:23.054 --> 00:01:24.649 - I think if you happy, if you're proud of your body, 00:01:24.649 --> 00:01:27.021 go ahead and show off, but I do think they need to 00:01:27.021 --> 00:01:29.722 tell the truth and be like, "Yeah, I had a chef. 00:01:29.722 --> 00:01:31.558 "I had a trainer. 00:01:31.558 --> 00:01:34.536 "I got some of this fat sucked up out of my body." 00:01:34.536 --> 00:01:39.146 - It piles on a lot of added pressure to get your body back 00:01:39.146 --> 00:01:41.979 as soon as you deliver, basically. 00:01:42.905 --> 00:01:45.572 (low-key music) 00:01:51.168 --> 00:01:53.918 - I'm really awkward with posing. 00:01:55.219 --> 00:01:58.768 I don't feel 100% comfortable in front of a camera. 00:01:58.768 --> 00:02:00.489 I just want somebody to just pose me 00:02:00.489 --> 00:02:02.989 in every photo, if they could. 00:02:05.174 --> 00:02:06.322 - [Offscreen Director] Use the arms. 00:02:06.322 --> 00:02:08.044 Put shoulders back at the same time. 00:02:08.044 --> 00:02:11.377 - (Laughing) Oh my God. 00:02:13.411 --> 00:02:15.629 - It hurts the hip a little. (laughing) 00:02:15.629 --> 00:02:17.296 I'm like, yes, hips! 00:02:19.515 --> 00:02:22.206 - [Offscreen Director] Relax your face. 00:02:22.206 --> 00:02:26.373 Yeah, and kind of look at me without furrowing your brow. 00:02:27.364 --> 00:02:28.536 - Okay. 00:02:28.536 --> 00:02:31.790 You know, I knew that I'd be able to pull something off 00:02:31.790 --> 00:02:34.379 with this, but I am glad, after seeing the shots, 00:02:34.379 --> 00:02:36.045 that I really did, because sometimes you envision 00:02:36.045 --> 00:02:38.345 in your mind what you think your picture's 00:02:38.345 --> 00:02:40.579 gonna look like, then you realize, 00:02:40.579 --> 00:02:42.188 "Oh no, I look like a piranha." 00:02:42.188 --> 00:02:43.827 It was nice to see the picture and see, 00:02:43.827 --> 00:02:44.945 "Oh yes." (snapping) 00:02:44.945 --> 00:02:46.855 "Yes, bitch, you are a smash." 00:02:46.855 --> 00:02:49.081 - It was absolutely amazing. 00:02:49.081 --> 00:02:51.616 The whole process was just so neat, 00:02:51.616 --> 00:02:53.356 getting my hair and makeup done, 00:02:53.356 --> 00:02:56.449 and just feeling completely pampered, 00:02:56.449 --> 00:02:59.556 and look at this little guy! (clucking) 00:02:59.556 --> 00:03:02.181 - I feel pretty good, surprisingly. 00:03:02.181 --> 00:03:03.507 Look at this hair, you guys. 00:03:03.507 --> 00:03:06.305 Look at this hair, what? 00:03:06.305 --> 00:03:07.994 - It wasn't what I expected. 00:03:07.994 --> 00:03:09.625 It was a unique experience. 00:03:09.625 --> 00:03:14.197 It takes a lot of work and effort to look so effortless. 00:03:14.197 --> 00:03:18.999 - Getting my body into that position was very unnatural, 00:03:18.999 --> 00:03:22.278 and it kind of made my hips hurt a little bit. 00:03:22.278 --> 00:03:24.095 I have a lot more appreciation for models, 00:03:24.095 --> 00:03:25.553 I'll tell you that. 00:03:25.553 --> 00:03:29.409 - I feel like I was wearing my pregnancy like a gown. 00:03:29.409 --> 00:03:31.964 - The first time I looked at myself afterwards, 00:03:31.964 --> 00:03:35.210 it really was one of those "damn" moments. 00:03:35.210 --> 00:03:37.842 It was a pretty nice feeling, like, that's me. 00:03:37.842 --> 00:03:41.421 - Looking at the photos after they were taken 00:03:41.421 --> 00:03:45.212 and seeing that sexiness come through was 00:03:45.212 --> 00:03:49.975 very interesting for me because I don't see myself as sexy. 00:03:49.975 --> 00:03:52.964 That's something that, you know, you do when you're younger, 00:03:52.964 --> 00:03:55.632 and you don't have kids, and you're not married, 00:03:55.632 --> 00:03:57.792 and it's like, once you have kids, you're a mom. 00:03:57.792 --> 00:04:01.730 It was kind of cool to let that side out and 00:04:01.730 --> 00:04:05.897 try to emulate a very sexy woman who happens to be a mother.