Hello! I'm not dead. Sorry for such the delay in uploads, youtube has had me feeling weird lately. Just with the fandom getting smaller and the community I used to love changing, it's been hard to process. That's what geared me to make this song in the first place, along with using my own experiences and feelings for a little extra piece. Think of it as a vent piece that will be two parts. (as stated at the end of the video) 

This part mainly focuses around the idea of staying quiet and out of the way so that someone is not rejected or shunned, to put on a happy face and ignore that you're not doing okay in order to please everyone else. To become the person everyone wants you to be, even though what you want is the exact opposite. Hence why it's called "Silence"

The second part will be called "Louder" and focuses on the other side of the coin, wanting to speak out and be heard inside of hiding in the background. 

The pieces compliment each other and I hope you will listen to both when they come out. Both songs are very personal to me. 

Vocals and Lyrics: Ashley H
Flutershy Vector: https://www.deviantart.com/quere/art/MLP-FlutterShy-430353214
Instrumental: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNcVKeIPKG0
Original: ERROR (vocaloid) 

Lyrics: 
Silence
(Piano version)

There is nothing wrong you see
For I pulled away for me
Shut myself inside for the quiet 

And as I hear the laughter through the walls
My own are easy to recall

Yes, everything now has changed
And the thoughts do just remain
Of a time that was far more simple

But as the people start to walk away
I’m just glad that they even came

Or still remember my old name

There’s no time for breaking down
See my smile, I’m fine now
There’s no need to disagree
I’m breathing 
See, I'm breathing 

But when you take a step closer
Please don’t mind that I will take one back

The only thing that you'll hear is
Silence 

I have learned throughout the years
It’s easy to cover tears
When you don’t ever acknowledge 
The moments when you are the most alone 
And the facts you should have always known

Yet wondering eyes will set the scene
Who will pass and who will leave
So it’s always best being quiet

Becoming who they always want to see
Even if I want to flee

So I won’t ever disagree 

There’s no time for breaking down
See my smile, I’m fine now
There’s no need to disagree
I’m breathing 
Still breathing 

But when you take a step closer
Please don’t mind that I will take one back

And the only thing that you hear is
Silence 

Even if I hate myself
Even if I love myself
Even if everything's falling
I’m breathing now

Please just look the other way
Just assume that I’m okay
I’m not ok..

I can not be breaking down 
They’ll all watching, I’m fine now
There’s no need to disagree
That I’m hurting
I’m not hurting 

But when you take a step closer
Please don’t mind that I will take one back

And the only thing that you hear is…

Wait, why are you leaving? 
Please don’t leave me now

There no time for breaking down 
I’ll be better for you now
 I won’t ever disagree 
See, I’m smiling
So you want me

These tears that appear in my eyes
Please ignore them and stay by my side

I promise that you’ll only hear 
Silence