https://ditherer.bandcamp.com/album/hold-your-horses https://pony.fm/albums/4243-hold-your-horses https://twitter.com/DitherFuss Celestia wakes up, I didn’t realize it was day but She doesn’t notice yet that I stayed up Apply another coat of makeup Riding passenger while she keeps askin how the day was Don’t talk much, open up the office doors Keep the lights off, remind myself toI lock the drawers, awful bored To most I’m a cynical type But getting life backwards is just my principal vice I always keep my hopes upon invisible lights Of stars even when they’re barred behind a pitiful sky Typical crimes, what the students sent to me for Hear them talk at lunch about the meetings, how I seem bored Only slapping wrists and crappy kids think that I talk weird Don’t think that I even changed my office since I got here They don’t know I never left, better yet I never will Really I’m forever blest to lay here and then settle still This another fucking Luna song Got a lot of people on me tryna do me wrong And I’m not the type they would try to make music with Pupils flinching at my eyes gaze like I’m a lunatic I only feel myself uif ipm under of the moon Motherly croon when I smoke a blunt and commune Got overshadowed til it was too late to guard behind I got old and callow nightluy praying the stars aligned Miss days when I was the age to play Princess Bake biscuits or look at boys looks and rate interest Back when we believed that she and I were equals And the lies and evils would still have time for sequels Mind is feeble… waking up when the buses leave Hit the drawer, confiscated stuff is going up my sleeve Hit the floor, soon we’re parking back at the apartment Where Celly’s got a lot of papers laid out on the carpet Step over them, back to my room, and take a catnap And forget about the students and backpacks and hashtags It’s only asleep that I’m whole, because there’s something Like a beat in my soul I have to keep on a roll Or weaken my hold upon my sin dread - I want to Tell her I care but I wake up and she’s already in bed Full moon out, pick a good bag dime-sized. Go out on the balcony and roll one. Time flies. This another fucking Luna song Got a lot of people on me tryna do me wrong And I’m not a woman they would try to make music with Pupils flinching at my gaze cus I’m a lunatic I only feel myself standing under the moon Motherly croon when I smoke a blunt and commune Got overshadowed til it was too late to guard behind Now I’m old and callow simply wishing the stars aligned.