Remove what I have done, escape from everything I commited. Leave no stain available from my existence. Kill me.
I hurt myself today
To see, if I still feel.
I focus on the pain.
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familliar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away
In the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings dissapear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away
In the end
AND YOU COULD HAVE IT ALL
MY EMPIRE OF DIRT
I WILL LET YOU DOWN
I WILL MAKE YOU HURT
IF I COULD START AGAIN
A MILLION MILES AWAY
I WOULD KEEP MYSELF
I! WOULD! FIND! A! WAY!!!
And alas I close my eyes for the last time for as long as the earth keeps spinning. All those whom I am leaving may find their true luck now, rather than being surronded by my disease.
The only real choice I've done that was right, really.
Do not go through the same path a I did. You deserve better. I am beyond help now. Nothing can stop me now
I love you.