I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familliar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember
Everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away
In the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings dissapear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become?
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away
In the end
AND YOU COULD HAVE IT ALL!
MY EMPIRE OF DIRT!
I WILL LET YOU DOWN!
I WILL MAKE YOU HURT
If I could start again
A MILLION miles away
I would keep myself
!!!!I WOULD FIND A WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He couldn't believe how easy it was
He put the gun into his face
Bang
So much blood for such a tiny little hole
Problems do have solutions, you know?
A life time of fucking things up
Fixed
In ONE determined flash