THE LAST STAGE OF THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL
I'm sinking like a stone in the sea
I'm burning like a bridge for your body
I'm sinking like a stone in the sea
I'm losing ground
Well, you know how this world can beat you down
And I'm made of clay
I fear I'm the only one who thinks this way
I'm always falling down the same hill
bamboo puncturing this skin
and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall I'm drowning in
2 feet below the surface I can still make out your wavy face
and if I could just reach you maybe I could leave this place
I DO NOT want this
I DO NOT want this!
I DO NOT WANT THIS
I do not...want this...
AND DON'T YOU TELL ME HOW I FEEL
DON'T YOU TELL ME HOW I FEEL
YOU DON'T KNOW JUST HOW I FEEL
I stay inside my bed
I have lived so many lives ALL in my head
And don't tell me that you care
THERE REALLY ISN'T ANYTHING NOW, IS THERE?!
You would know, wouldn't you?
You extend your hand to those who suffer
To those who know what it really feels like
To those who've had a taste
Like that means something
And oh-so sick I am
(maybe) I do not have a choice and (maybe) this is all I have and (maybe) this IS a cry for help
I do not want this
AND DON'T YOU TELL ME HOW I FEEL
DON'T YOU TELL ME HOW I FEEL
YOU DON'T KNOW JUST HOW I FEEL!!
......I wanna do something that matters...
I WANNA KNOW EVERYTHING
I WANNA BE EVERYWHERE
I WANNA FUCK EVERYONE IN THE WORLD
I WANNA DO SOMETHING....
THAT MATTERS!!!!
You like me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you
HELP ME
I broke apart my insides!
HELP ME!
I've got NO soul to sell!
HELP ME!
The only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself
I want to FUCK you like an animal
I want to feel you on the INSIDE
I want to FUCK YOU like an animal
My whole existence is flawed!
You get me CLOSER TO GOD
You can have my isolation!
You can have the hate that it brings!
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my EVERYTHING!
HELP ME!
You tear down my reason
HELP ME!
It's your SEX I can smell
HELP ME!
You make me PERFECT!
Help me become somebody else!
I want to FUCK YOU like an ANIMAL!
I want to feel you from the INSIDE!
I WANT TO FUCK YOU LIKE AN ANIMAL!
MY WHOLE EXISTENCE IS FLAWED
You get me CLOSER TO GOD
I am a BIG MAN
Yes, I am!
And I've got a BIG GUN
Got me a good old dick
And I like to have fun
Held againts your fore head
Well, now I'll make you suck it
Maybe put a hole in your head
Y'know, just for the FUCK OF IT
I CAN REDUCE YOU IF I WANT
I CAN DEVOUR
I'M HARD AS FUCKING STEEL
AND I'VE GOT THE POWER
I'M EVERY INCH A MAN
AND I'LL SHOW YOU SOMEHOW
ME AND MY FUCKING GUN
NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW
SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT
I'M GONNA COME ALL OVER YOU
SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT
I'M GONNA COME ALL OVER YOU
SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT
I'M GONNA COME ALL OVER YOU
SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT
I'M GONNA COME ALL OVER YOU
ME AND MY FUCKING GUN
ME AND MY FUCKING GUN (MY FUCKING GUN!)
ME AND MY FUCKING GUN
ME AND MY FUCKING GUN (MY FUCKING GUN!)
ME AND MY FUCKING GUN
ME AND MY FUCKING GUN (MY FUCKING GUN!)
ME AND MY FUCKING GUN
ME AND MY FUCKING GU----
th3 b3st th1ng ab0t l1fe 1s kn0w1ng y0u put 1t t0g3th3r
You know. Life's like a ride, one time you think you are super high and everything's awesome. Rainbow is over your mane and you see your super future
You have everything all the sudden! All the friends parties and such! Things you always dreamed for ever since you were a filly!
I look back now, hey, do you remember? Can you still hear me?
I was REAAALLY down that time...
I thought I'd never get out of that place and that I'd be never happy again.
I wasted my life crying
But you were there, you always heard the tears hit the floor.
Can you hear me? I've done terrible things.
What would you think, if you were here?
You wouldn't want this. But it's too late now.
I lost everything.
We can re-live this as long as we'd want.
Everything is ok here, there are no scary monsters in the closets.
There are no tears.
Just the sun.
We have everything in here.
You and me; we're in this together now
Nothing can stop us now.
I love you
Need you
Dream you
Find you
Taste you
Fuck you
Use you
Scar you
Break you
USE ME
HATE ME
SMASH ME
ERASE ME
KILL ME
KILL ME!
KILL ME!!
KILL ME!!!
KILL ME!!!!
KILL ME!!!!!
KILL
ME!!!!!!!!!
KILL
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
K1LL
M3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
k1LL
m3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!K1LLM3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm coming, sis
He couldn't believe how easy it was
He put the gun into his face
bang
...So much blood for such a tiny little hole
Problems do have solutions, you know?
A life time of fucking things up
fixed
In ONE determined flash....