Have you ever felt nobody cares what happen with you? That whatever chance you, people will look down on you? People you have been relied on, now seem to be strangers? But over time they stops surprising you. At the beginning you think that’s it. And then…you see all world seems to be different and you really don’t know when it has changed so much. You always want to please everyone, put a smile on everyone’s face and extand a helping hand. You’re trying to be selfless. You’re trying to be happy, enjoy life, give others good advice. You’re trying to keep functioning well. You want to do on your best, get out from under, rise like others, finally start achieve the objectives and…you almost managed it! Then you see big razor-sharp claws that are cutting your wings and you. Razor-sharp claws of thoughts. Thought that you are alone even between people. Thought that it’s is the way the world works and your mission is blend in system. Thought that nobody will never take you serious. Thought that you’re suck. Thought you will never do anything. Thought that you’re failure. Thought that there is no help for you. Thought that something like love does not exist for you. Thought you will never find your calling. Thought that it is a big SIN to say that because you’re not the first and the last person that has some problems. Thought you’re doing big thing over nothing. Thought that your problem means nothing because it actually is. Thought you disappoint your family and friends. Thought that you hurt them very much. Even now because of these words. Thought that…in fact it all is first and foremost your fault…


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