OK SO... i usually write horribly unrelated things in these descriptions that, should one view this song in an untimely manner, would not make sense to the general public. so instead of all that, hers this. i wrote this song back at the beginning of my first year at college. they had a lot of open mic nights, well, like once a month. and i would go, and participate, and fail miserably because i cant remember my lyrics for shit while im on stage. kinda shot down my entire idea of being any kind of frontman ever, but well yeah. anyways, i stuck to it, and kept failing. and this song was an early point where i decided i would try and stick to it. its kinda me being positive. of course, it didnt help much. so goes life. anyways, i figured i should still put it out. it is, after all, long over due. instrumental is obviously ny state of mind. clearly not mine. people stop thinking ive ever made an instrumental to any of my raps. honestly. and no im not getting less lazy and using any new pictures. fuck you thats why. also, i recorded this...20 minutes ago. so no, its not good. dont expect it to be. peace.