Beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCeGePFyuRI

Lyrics:
Before I start this song I want you to know this is a vent piece
Why I just dropped this randomly I’m on empty
I have so many collabs and projects and prospects and conquests
Even some notable accomplishments
So why do I feel this
This misery and loneliness
Even with these close friends I can list
I should be in bliss but instead at the edge of a precipice
Looking down into an abyss
I claim it's just a depression hit
And the greys might prove it
But I’ve not proven it
Been refusing help
Or more to lazy to save myself
And to find the symptoms of my hell
Maybe they might be solved by a pill
I’m a farmer that refuses to till his garden
And until the problems are stacked I guard them
There not there, just something to laugh not despair
Money I got it in spare
Inspiration is everywhere
But the dedication is never there
Just empty promises lined with flair
Even if the intention is there
The completion is never in spare
It just seems like I don’t care

Imagine for a second a child
Sitting with smiles
Stories on pile
Words he’s compiled
Worlds in his style
Adventures and dragons and demons
Peasants and kings he’s been dreaming
They’re there almost in reach
A whole different dimension he wishes to breach
Replace that with pokemon then ponies
Something to combat the loneliness
Because he’s never had connections with bliss
Friends that are close but anxiety ruins it
So he sits in the ruins he built
A castle made of uncompleted projects
And prospects and conquests
Sitting like a god amongst failed accomplishments
This might seem random and I’m running on empty
But before I finish this song I want you to know this was a vent piece