My eyes have seen this
The cold of indignation
They always look here
I feel their lacerations
I'll never be enough
I'll stumble back again
But I don't care enough
I wish I had a friend
How many times did I try
They pushed me too far
The great and the powerful Trixie
Knows just what you are
But is it worth it now
Is this all that I am
You wish I had never appeared
I just wish you'd give a damn
I trusted them
To see what's inside of me
I trusted me
To see what's inside of them
The water's rising, how long until I drown
My only sorrow is that I never stilled my frown
I'm only drowning on my loss of self control
The water's risen and I'm left with an empty soul
I never thought I'd end without a cause to blame
But you were the one there to show me it's not about the fame