So I'm not dead, I've been learning a butt ton of stuff for my music, and other things.
Kaito's Channel check him out!: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3iPXeieWJFp8_Z0gaTq6eQ/featured

Also want the song get it here!: https://soundcloud.com/kalekatz/if-only-feat-kaito

I also used the video from this channel to add some effect for the song, found here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82I-GnvnTfg