WEBVTT Kind: captions Language: en 00:00:36.643 --> 00:00:38.057 Day-to-day everything collapsed, 00:00:38.057 --> 00:00:39.402 over the years I worked through. 00:00:39.402 --> 00:00:42.182 My careless act fell many a person. 00:00:42.182 --> 00:00:43.484 I did not want to do it, 00:00:43.484 --> 00:00:44.845 I had not anticipated the impact. 00:00:44.845 --> 00:00:47.313 I spoke the words, provoked a lot of grief. 00:00:47.313 --> 00:00:48.662 I'm wondering what to do next, 00:00:48.662 --> 00:00:50.158 how to fix my mistakes. 00:00:50.158 --> 00:00:52.753 I can not think of anything that would really work. 00:00:52.753 --> 00:00:55.262 So hard there is something to gain and so it is easy to lose it, 00:00:55.262 --> 00:00:58.092 when I found out how much these words are the truth. 00:00:58.092 --> 00:01:00.501 Sometimes I'm thinking that somehow this will work out, 00:01:00.501 --> 00:01:03.131 but I know that they do not rise to anything. 00:01:03.131 --> 00:01:05.767 Without my help itself did not come, relax, I know it well, 00:01:05.767 --> 00:01:08.433 Unfortunately, all this forces me slowly runs out. 00:01:08.433 --> 00:01:11.073 I want to do something, but what? I have no idea. 00:01:11.073 --> 00:01:13.700 Destroys my own conscience, it's all my fault. 00:01:13.700 --> 00:01:15.119 Give me a break, I want to be alone. 00:01:15.119 --> 00:01:16.309 You're telling me I got up and work? 00:01:16.309 --> 00:01:18.982 Too bad, they do not tell me the details of these activities. 00:01:18.982 --> 00:01:21.618 Mr. Einstein, give me a break with your own theories. 00:01:21.618 --> 00:01:24.221 Every word of my loved ones in the heart of old hurts me. 00:01:24.221 --> 00:01:25.451 I do not have the courage 00:01:25.451 --> 00:01:27.055 to lift a single finger while. 00:01:27.055 --> 00:01:28.114 I'm sorry 00:01:28.114 --> 00:01:29.972 that more and more I am losing you. 00:01:55.803 --> 00:01:58.650 Completely resigned, I fell, I have not taken the fight. 00:01:58.653 --> 00:02:00.990 I feel terrible disgust, I am ashamed of my face. 00:02:00.989 --> 00:02:03.850 I can not look in the mirror because I feel even worse. 00:02:03.853 --> 00:02:06.430 I hope you will not know how that feels. 00:02:06.431 --> 00:02:09.090 Unbearable pain when you live in the convinced, 00:02:09.086 --> 00:02:11.740 that at the time shattered something of great importance to you. 00:02:11.739 --> 00:02:13.040 I don't know what to do. 00:02:13.044 --> 00:02:14.450 I am sitting alone and I think 00:02:14.446 --> 00:02:17.240 "Probably better it would be if I never came into this world" 00:02:17.238 --> 00:02:19.670 The conscience is rolling the conversation with me, 00:02:19.671 --> 00:02:21.210 He is ordering to do something, 00:02:21.211 --> 00:02:22.940 I am listening unconsciously. 00:02:22.945 --> 00:02:25.050 I remember how much I experienced moments 00:02:25.049 --> 00:02:25.920 with persons 00:02:25.921 --> 00:02:27.800 which in that moment I lost. 00:02:27.795 --> 00:02:28.960 Is this the end? 00:02:28.960 --> 00:02:30.280 I can not give up. 00:02:30.283 --> 00:02:31.610 So much has happened, 00:02:31.612 --> 00:02:32.970 now it has split up the road? 00:02:32.968 --> 00:02:34.280 I say "no". 00:02:34.285 --> 00:02:35.590 The past is mobilizing me. 00:02:35.593 --> 00:02:36.890 I worked years for this 00:02:36.886 --> 00:02:38.430 and I won't lose it just like that. 00:02:38.432 --> 00:02:39.690 I won't cry any more 00:02:39.691 --> 00:02:41.040 and I won't fall any more. 00:02:41.035 --> 00:02:43.920 I put on my gloves and keep my guard up. 00:02:43.921 --> 00:02:44.910 I threw out all the sadness, 00:02:44.908 --> 00:02:46.130 I'm running to fight for them, 00:02:46.134 --> 00:02:47.820 cuz I can not left them, 00:02:47.823 --> 00:02:49.380 I just can't.