Day-to-day everything collapsed,
over the years I worked through.
My careless act fell many a person.
I did not want to do it,
I had not anticipated the impact.
I spoke the words, provoked a lot of grief.
I'm wondering what to do next,
how to fix my mistakes.
I can not think of anything that would really work.
So hard there is something to gain and so it is easy to lose it,
when I found out how much these words are the truth.
Sometimes I'm thinking that somehow this will work out,
but I know that they do not rise to anything.
Without my help itself did not come, relax, I know it well,
Unfortunately, all this forces me slowly runs out.
I want to do something, but what? I have no idea.
Destroys my own conscience, it's all my fault.
Give me a break, I want to be alone.
You're telling me I got up and work?
Too bad, they do not tell me the details of these activities.
Mr. Einstein, give me a break with your own theories.
Every word of my loved ones in the heart of old hurts me.
I do not have the courage
to lift a single finger while.
I'm sorry
that more and more I am losing you.
Completely resigned, I fell, I have not taken the fight.
I feel terrible disgust, I am ashamed of my face.
I can not look in the mirror because I feel even worse.
I hope you will not know how that feels.
Unbearable pain when you live in the convinced,
that at the time shattered something of great importance to you.
I don't know what to do.
I am sitting alone and I think
"Probably better it would be if I never came into this world"
The conscience is rolling the conversation with me,
He is ordering to do something,
I am listening unconsciously.
I remember how much I experienced moments
with persons
which in that moment I lost.
Is this the end?
I can not give up.
So much has happened,
now it has split up the road?
I say "no".
The past is mobilizing me.
I worked years for this
and I won't lose it just like that.
I won't cry any more
and I won't fall any more.
I put on my gloves and keep my guard up.
I threw out all the sadness,
I'm running to fight for them,
cuz I can not left them,
I just can't.