Inside my heart, my feelings stay,
But one by one, I'll kill them all.
The way I smile, throughout the days,
Is just a mask to hide my tears.
I swallow the pain; the scars still grow,
It hurts, it hurts, but I won't tell.
For I knew along, that no one would,
ever, notice, my pain.
Words you speak explicitly, are like a poison, killing me.
I wonder if you'll ever see My heart's been torn up silently?
My light is dimming, what a crime, for it won't return, regardless of time.
If all I say is just a lie then I'm,
I'm that lie.
During the day, I'm all alone,
You're gone, you're gone, but that's just fine.
You leave me with, a message in my heart,
of the scars that will not ever heal.
Your face will show a smirk at me, It's nothing new for my eyes to see.
To forgive you, that just won't be For this is my hearts' final plea.
I hear the words, "it hurts inside" I wonder how I'd let that slide?
"I" feel like a "clown" who can only hide from the world, I laugh... I laugh...
At this moment,
I left.
Liar. How am I? Liar. How come?
Words you're screaming violently, Their purpose only killing me.
Forgiving you that just can't be, Oh how can I fight this demon in me?
If this is want you really want, Just end my life, end of this taunt.
For if all I say is a lie then I'm...
I'm that lie.
And that's just that...